Lent to the Lord

Hannah- bring Samuel to Eli at the temple--

Sa 1:24 And when she had weaned him, she took him up with her, with three bullocks, and one ephah of flour, and a bottle of wine, and brought him unto the house of the LORD in Shiloh: and the child was young.
1Sa 1:25 And they slew a bullock, and brought the child to Eli.
1Sa 1:26 And she said, Oh my lord, as thy soul liveth, my lord, I am the woman that stood by thee here, praying unto the LORD.
1Sa 1:27 For this child I prayed; and the LORD hath given me my petition which I asked of him:
1Sa 1:28 Therefore also I have lent him to the LORD; as long as he liveth he shall be lent to the LORD. And he worshipped the LORD there.


The LORD hath given me my petition which I asked of him.


Therefore also I have LENT him to the LORD.
As long as he liveth he shall be LENT to the LORD.
And he worshipped the LORD there.


Lent to the Lord.


When we think of lending something we don't think of it as a permanent lending or else we'd just say we are just giving that thing away, no lending involved. Hannah was giving Samuel- her longed for son- to God. Yet she didn't say she was giving him to the LORD she said she was lending him and then she clarified that. She was lending her son to the Lord for as long as he LIVED. So why the lending? Maybe there's some deeper meaning of all this I'm missing, something to explain the whole 'lent' thing, but in my simple thoughts it speaks volumes to me. The Lord granted Hannah a desire that she had in the depths of her heart and in response to that granting, Hannah promised to give back the very thing she longed for. The very answer to her prayer and she was offering to give it up if she received it. Doesn't that seem sort of strange? What if Hannah's lending Samuel was stated that way because Samuel would forever be part of her life. Part of Samuel would never leave Hannah. The wonderful miracle of the answered prayer, the fulfilling of a heart's desire, this would always be with Hannah, always. The miracle of carrying a child, or being part of that amazing act of bringing life into the world- this was Hannah's desire. Having that child to care for and raise was what she longed for. Her husband had children by another, and even though he treated her even better than his other wife and children she still wanted children. It didn't appear as if she want a child to make her husband happy. It didn't appear as if her husband thought less of Hannah for her lack of child bearing. This desire of Hannah's was something coming deep from within her and as a woman, I can relate to this particular desire. The fact that Hannah was going to give up the very thing she longed for is something I can't completely relate to. The idea of giving up my longed for child would have been unimaginable to me. Even now I want to have my hand in the lives of my children. This selfless act of Hannah's was amazing. Hannah really meant she was lending Samuel to the Lord, the Lord had lent Samuel to her and she was giving Him back to serve the Lord.


We all have desires in our hearts. We all know what it means to pray from the heart, crying out to the Lord for the thing we long for. Sometimes God answers us exactly as we expect, other times God answers us in what we might consider a roundabout way. God desires that we give Him thanks for the gifts He bestows on us, the prayers He answers. God also desires that we hold true to our word if we give it to Him. We have to be very careful what we pray don't we? It's easy to pray to God and promise Him this, that, and the other thing, people do it all the time. Do people always hold true to their promises? No. Does God expect them to ? Yes. Hannah promised God something if her prayer was answered and Hannah held true to that promise. In her heart she wasn't losing a son, she was lending Him back to the Lord, a promise made, a promise fulfilled.


There is much more here to study and I'm going to continue to do so but not tonight. The Lord is wonderful and He knows our heart's desires, He knows our everything there is to know about us. May He answer my prayer to know Him and for Him to know me, to bless me, to forgive me, to love me. May this be the prayer of us all.


By His Grace!
In His LOVE!


Amen.