Continual Sorrow

Rom 9:2  That I have great heaviness and continual sorrow in my heart. 

Imagine….great heaviness and continual sorrow in our hearts.

Yet we are Christians and we are told to count it all joy when we fall into different temptations.

Jas_1:2  My brethren, count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations

Joy and sorrow.  This is the life of a Christian. It is the life of our Savior.

Our Savior wasn't all doom and gloom. 

Joh 15:9  As the Father hath loved me, so have I loved you: continue ye in my love. 

Joh 15:10  If ye keep my commandments, ye shall abide in my love; even as I have kept my Father's commandments, and abide in his love. 

Joh 15:11  These things have I spoken unto you, that my joy might remain in you, and that your joy might be full. 

Joh 15:12  This is my commandment, That ye love one another, as I have loved you. 

Joh 15:13  Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends. 

Joy.

Luk 10:21  In that hour Jesus rejoiced in spirit, and said, I thank thee, O Father, Lord of heaven and earth, that thou hast hid these things from the wise and prudent, and hast revealed them unto babes: even so, Father; for so it seemed good in thy sight. 

Rejoicing.

Jesus was not void of happiness, and neither should we be.  Likewise, Jesus was not without sadness, and weeping. 

In all things Jesus was ever mindful of the will of His Father, the will He was in complete agreement with. He created us with the ability to experience emotions. Did He want us to experience the emotions that are detrimental to us? No. He didn't want us to take on the burden of knowing evil, beyond the realization of its existence as something to be shunned. We chose to learn of evil in all its depths. When Satan said this--

Gen 3:4  And the serpent said unto the woman, Ye shall not surely die: 

Gen 3:5  For God doth know that in the day ye eat thereof, then your eyes shall be opened, and ye shall be as gods, knowing good and evil. 

He told Eve that if she ate that forbidden fruit her eyes - her understanding- would be opened and she would be like god- she would know good and evil. 

Up to that point she didn't know evil at all, this evil thing was a complete mystery. She did know this--

Gen 2:17  But of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, thou shalt not eat of it: for in the day that thou eatest thereof thou shalt surely die. 

Now, if I told you that you would die, and you knew nothing of death you'd want a bit of clarification, yes? God would NOT give a command void of comprehension.  He impressed upon Adam the knowledge of death as something to be shunned. He told him that he shall NOT eat of that tree. He told Him it was the tree of KNOWLEDGE of GOOD and EVIL. 

We all know what it is like to be told not to do something, and then we do it, and later we wish we had listened and not done what we'd been told not to do.  Adam had NOTHING but good surrounding Him, all His needs were met completely. Eve was the same, all her needs were met.  Satan tempted her into believing that she needed more than what she currently possessed. This knowledge of the thing called evil and the fact knowing of evil would make her something more than what she was penetrated something inside her and she let the temptation become conceived in herself.

God the Father and God the declared Son did NOT want us to know evil and the things that evil brings with it- but we chose otherwise.  As the Son took on flesh in that flesh He knew the sorrow of the flesh in the way we know it and His sorrow was great.   Is it any wonder the Apostle had continual sorrow? Is it any wonder that we too have continual sorrow, an underlying sorrow that will lie beneath any joy we may have.

Living without Christ as Christians longing for His return is amazing because we KNOW He will return for us, and be in us and love us right now, but it is still LIVING in a world filled with HORROR, with EVIL beyond imagining. We ARE pilgrims here, we are longing for a BETTER WORLD we know exists in Christ.

Yes, we continually sorrow as we continually HOPE.

Please, Lord, come soon! Please!

Let us be found in YOU now and forever!

Sinners, of whom I am chief.

Were the Apostles filled with the Holy Spirit?

Act 1:24  And they prayed, and said, Thou, Lord, which knowest the hearts of all men, shew whether of these two thou hast chosen, 

Act 1:25  That he may take part of this ministry and apostleship, from which Judas by transgression fell, that he might go to his own place. 

Act 1:26  And they gave forth their lots; and the lot fell upon Matthias; and he was numbered with the eleven apostles. 

Act 2:1  And when the day of Pentecost was fully come, they were all with one accord in one place. 

Act 2:2  And suddenly there came a sound from heaven as of a rushing mighty wind, and it filled all the house where they were sitting. 

Act 2:3  And there appeared unto them cloven tongues like as of fire, and it sat upon each of them. 

Act 2:4  And they were all filled with the Holy Ghost, and began to speak with other tongues, as the Spirit gave them utterance.

The answer to the above question is yes. The Apostles were filled with the Holy Spirit.

The Apostles were leading lives in the Spirit, they were Spiritual Men.

Were their lives easy because they were Spiritual Men?

Paul speaking--

2Co 11:24  Of the Jews five times received I forty stripes save one. 

2Co 11:25  Thrice was I beaten with rods, once was I stoned, thrice I suffered shipwreck, a night and a day I have been in the deep; 

2Co 11:26  In journeyings often, in perils of waters, in perils of robbers, in perils by mine own countrymen, in perils by the heathen, in perils in the city, in perils in the wilderness, in perils in the sea, in perils among false brethren; 

2Co 11:27  In weariness and painfulness, in watchings often, in hunger and thirst, in fastings often, in cold and nakedness. 

2Co 11:28  Beside those things that are without, that which cometh upon me daily, the care of all the churches. 

2Co 11:29  Who is weak, and I am not weak? who is offended, and I burn not? 

2Co 11:30  If I must needs glory, I will glory of the things which concern mine infirmities. 

2Co 11:31  The God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, which is blessed for evermore, knoweth that I lie not. 

2Co 11:32  In Damascus the governor under Aretas the king kept the city of the Damascenes with a garrison, desirous to apprehend me: 

2Co 11:33  And through a window in a basket was I let down by the wall, and escaped his hands. 

2Co 6:3  Giving no offence in any thing, that the ministry be not blamed: 

2Co 6:4  But in all things approving ourselves as the ministers of God, in much patience, in afflictions, in necessities, in distresses, 

2Co 6:5  In stripes, in imprisonments, in tumults, in labours, in watchings, in fastings; 

2Co 6:6  By pureness, by knowledge, by longsuffering, by kindness, by the Holy Ghost, by love unfeigned, 

2Co 6:7  By the word of truth, by the power of God, by the armour of righteousness on the right hand and on the left, 

2Co 6:8  By honour and dishonour, by evil report and good report: as deceivers, and yet true; 

2Co 6:9  As unknown, and yet well known; as dying, and, behold, we live; as chastened, and not killed; 

2Co 6:10  As sorrowful, yet alway rejoicing; as poor, yet making many rich; as having nothing, and yet possessing all things. 

2Co 6:11  O ye Corinthians, our mouth is open unto you, our heart is enlarged. 

2Co 6:12  Ye are not straitened in us, but ye are straitened in your own bowels. 

2Co 6:13  Now for a recompence in the same, (I speak as unto my children,) be ye also enlarged. 

Rom 7:15  For that which I do I allow not: for what I would, that do I not; but what I hate, that do I. 

Rom 7:16  If then I do that which I would not, I consent unto the law that it is good. 

Rom 7:17  Now then it is no more I that do it, but sin that dwelleth in me. 

Rom 7:18  For I know that in me (that is, in my flesh,) dwelleth no good thing: for to will is present with me; but how to perform that which is good I find not. 

Rom 7:19  For the good that I would I do not: but the evil which I would not, that I do. 

Rom 7:20  Now if I do that I would not, it is no more I that do it, but sin that dwelleth in me. 

Rom 7:21  I find then a law, that, when I would do good, evil is present with me. 

Rom 7:22  For I delight in the law of God after the inward man: 

Rom 7:23  But I see another law in my members, warring against the law of my mind, and bringing me into captivity to the law of sin which is in my members. 

Rom 7:24  O wretched man that I am! who shall deliver me from the body of this death? 

Rom 7:25  I thank God through Jesus Christ our Lord. So then with the mind I myself serve the law of God; but with the flesh the law of sin. 

The Apostles lives were FAR from easy because they were Spiritual Men. They didn't have easy, carefree lives. Yes, they trusted in the Lord, yet they remained men, they did NOT become Gods. If we are looking to become something unique and special, with amazing powers to live a spiritual life in some inexplicable way then we are being deceived!  If we are waiting for some miraculous change to take place in ourselves so that we are no longer ourselves, we are being fooled. We will forever be who we are and we can be no other than who we are in our personalities, in our essential being. The things we despise in ourselves and consider unspiritual, unseemly, ungodly are the things we need to pray on and relinquish, to fight the war upon without ceasing. We must seek forgiveness often never getting to a place we believe we no longer are in need of forgiveness. Being a Spiritual Man is NOT asking to be someone else, someone alien to us, but rather it is asking to be exactly who we are as well as a full on Christian warrior in the spiritual battle being raged all about us.

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'A Christian must be delivered from every misconception with respect to spiritual life. He often surmises, before he enters the spiritual sphere, that if only he could be as spiritual as his brother how happy he would be! He visualizes the spiritual odyssey as a most happy affair; and so he contemplates spending his days in perfect joy. Little does he know that the opposite is the truth. The spiritual path does not yield any enjoyment to the person himself; it is instead a life of daily fighting. To remove warfare from a spiritual life is to render it unspiritual. Life in the spirit is a suffering way, filled with watching and laboring, burdened by weariness and trial, punctuated by heartbreak and conflict. It is a life utterly outpoured entirely for the kingdom of God and lived in complete disregard for one’s personal happiness. When a Christian is carnal he lives towards himself and for his own “spiritual” enjoyment.'  The Spiritual Man - by Watchman Nee

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Deliver us, Lord from every single misconception we have about what it means to be Yours. Help us to be YOURS wholly, fully YOURS. Work in us, do all for us we cannot ever do. Save us from all that is in us which would keep us from belonging to You! We would be YOURS! All though Jesus Christ our LORD our SAVIOR now and forever!

AMEN.

Spiritual Warfare.

Resisting the devil is not easy.  Those who are not engaged in the battle are already won and will find very little warring against them. Those who do not fight the spiritual fight can scarcely comprehend the fight as a reality in others. Those who do fight the spiritual fight can understand just how important it is for us to resist the devil- we know that resisting the devil is a REAL thing, not something manufactured by actors on tv and in movies, or authors in fictional books.  We are in a battle and in our battle the war is for our spirit and its suppression. Satan will take control over our spirit if we do not engage in the battle, if we do not resist, if we do not avail ourselves of the weapons and protection given to us by God. God WILL provide all we need to live for Him, may we by HIS grace and mercy, comprehend what He has provided and utilize His gifts to us.

In His love!

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'How shall we resist? With the Word of God which is the Sword of the Holy Spirit. As a believer receives God’s Word it becomes “spirit and life” to him. Hence he can employ this as his weapon of resistance. A heavenly believer knows how to use the Word of God advantageously to break down the enemy’s lie. Even now a battle is raging in the world of the spirit. Though unobserved by the eyes of the flesh, it is sensed and proven by those who are seeking heavenly progress.'  The Spiritual Man by Watchman Nee

Joh 6:63  It is the spirit that quickeneth; the flesh profiteth nothing: the words that I speak unto you, they are spirit, and they are life. 

Jas 4:7  Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. 

1Pe 5:8  Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour: 

1Pe 5:9  Whom resist stedfast in the faith, knowing that the same afflictions are accomplished in your brethren that are in the world. 

Rev 12:11  And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death. 

Eph 6:11  Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.

Eph 6:17  …and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God

Being strong in the Lord.

How to wrestle against spiritual wickedness.  Pray INCESSANTLY.  Do we? Really? Do we? Short of locking ourselves away in a private room how do we pray  incessantly? Prayer as a way of life, does it lack something? When we imagine that prayer must be on the knees, in a special time set aside, we can't imagine praying incessantly. There are different ways of praying. Remember Jesus telling His disciples after they tried to release a possessed child of the demon possessing them that they had to fast and pray to release that kind? There is praying together, and there is praying privately. Prayer is something we have in our arsenal of spiritual weapons.  We need to make our weapons real to us and we need to be…

…strong in the Lord, it is a necessity.

'A Christian must understand how to wrestle against the assailant with his spirit. Otherwise he cannot detect how the enemy will attack or discern how God will direct him to fight. But if he walks by the spirit he learns how to pray incessantly therein against the wicked powers. And with each battle his inner man waxes that much stronger. He comes to realize that by applying the law of the spirit he not only can overcome sin but also Satan. From that part of the Scriptures in which the Apostle touches on spiritual warfare we can readily estimate how important strength is in such conflict. Before he mentions the problem of spiritual warfare (Eph. 6.11-18), Paul first exhorts his readers to “be strong in the Lord and in the strength of his might” (v.10). Where should there be this strength of which he speaks? Paul tells us in Chapter 3: “strengthened with might through his Spirit in the inner man” (v.16).'  The Spiritual Man - Watchman Nee

We win spiritual battles through prayer. 

We become stronger spiritually through prayer.

Let us PRAY!

Eph 6:10  Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might. 

Eph 3:16  That he would grant you, according to the riches of his glory, to be strengthened with might by his Spirit in the inner man

Eph 6:11  Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. 

Eph 6:12  For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. 

Eph 6:13  Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand. 

Eph 6:14  Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness; 

Eph 6:15  And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace; 

Eph 6:16  Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked. 

Eph 6:17  And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God: 

Eph 6:18  Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints

Testing our beliefs.

'No matter how the feeling is during the moment of experience nor how the phenomenon appears or declares itself to be, believers should investigate its source. The charge of 1 john 4.1 must be strictly observed: “Beloved, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are of God; for many false prophets have gone out into the world.” '  The Spiritual Man - Watchman Nee

We get carried away by feelings ALL the time!

Even the seemingly non-feeling, non-sappy, unemotional person gets carried away with their emotions. They have very strong emotions just not the emotions that are typical in given situations.

Those who are emotional in a typical manner have very strong emotions as well. And those considered over-emotional have extraordinarily strong emotions and no matter the person or their level emotion, those feelings can often carry us away.

We truly need to NOT believe all we witness but rather EXAMINE what we witness and make sure it is of God.

There are so many emotionally fulfilling beliefs in our world, but we should NOT seek the emotionally pleasing.

More tomorrow… today has been extremely busy.

By the grace and mercy of our LORD we will study and try the spirits so we are NOT led away by falsehoods, but kept close to our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ!

Help us to think on the things that YOU would have us think on, Lord.

Think on these things-------   We are told what to think.  People don't like being told what to think. If I tell you to stop thinking about something, you might tell me that you will, but sometimes being told not to think about something makes us think about it more. If I tell you to think about something you might, but you also might quickly forget to think about what I told you because other things pop up in your thoughts. If God tells us to do something wouldn't it be great if we simply listened to Him?  We try, don't we? We try to try? We want to try. So often the things we think of are NOT good things. We may tend to dwell on things that make us sad, things that depress us. Or we might obsess about things that scare us. Anxiety reigns in our thoughts gone awry. Can we control our thoughts? So often it appears we cannot control our thoughts. People will take various drugs to control their thoughts, hoping to stop them from being emotionally overwhelming, distressful, painful, too much to bear. Those who have never had a problem with their thoughts may not be able to understand, but I'm not among those people. I HAVE had a thought control problem and from time to time it creeps up and tries to take over again.  I know others who also will start thinking of things and spiral downward into those things that only make them upset. I've told others to try to stop thinking of those things and fill their mind with other, better things, and even as I tell them this I know how hard it is. We can't give up trying though, can we?

God tells us the best things to think of…

Php 4:8  Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things. 

Php 4:9  Those things, which ye have both learned, and received, and heard, and seen in me, do: and the God of peace shall be with you. 

True things-    Consistent with fact or reality; not false or erroneous.(Dict. Def.)

Honest things-   Honest definition, honorable in principles, intentions, and actions; upright and Fair things-  An honest person. (Dict. Def.)

Just things-   Guided by truth, reason, justice, and fairness (Dict. Def.)

Pure things-   Having no moral failing or guilt:  (Dict. Def.)

Lovely things-  Of a great moral or spiritual beauty (Dict. Def.)

Virtuous things- Moral excellence; goodness; righteousness. (Dict. Def.)

Praiseworthy things-  The act of expressing approval or admiration; commendation; laudation (Dict. Def.)

Thinking TRUE things, not the things made up in our minds, things we imagine, but things that are reality. If we are prone to thinking of things that aren't real we open ourselves up to a lot of trouble. God would have us think on GOOD things.  In the world we live in today it's not easy, is it? The stuff that floods our minds on a daily basis is often very far from lovely, pure, fair, honest, pure, true, just or praiseworthy. We need to think on CHRIST JESUS our SAVIOR and the HOPE of the eternity He came to bring to us. He came to bring us HOPE not to scare us, not to bring us despair. He wants us to think on Him, He wants to live in us because HE IS OUR HOPE, truly our ONLY HOPE in a world filled with so much darkness. Hope found outside of Him is false hope.

Please, Lord, please help us to find all our hope in YOU so we may think on lovely things- You and the Hope You give to us, a hope that goes far beyond this world, this short life of ours.

All in the name of our SAVIOR, Jesus Christ our Lord!

AMEN!

Think on...

Php 4:8  Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things. 

Php 4:9  Those things, which ye have both learned, and received, and heard, and seen in me, do: and the God of peace shall be with you. 

True.    Consistent with fact or reality; not false or erroneous.(Dict. Def.)

Honest.   Honest definition, honorable in principles, intentions, and actions; upright and fair: an honest person. (Dict. Def.)

Just.  Guided by truth, reason, justice, and fairness (Dict. Def.)

Pure.  Having no moral failing or guilt:  (Dict. Def.)

Lovely. Of a great moral or spiritual beauty (Dict. Def.)

Virtue.  Moral excellence; goodness; righteousness. (Dict. Def.)

Praise.  The act of expressing approval or admiration; commendation; laudation (Dict. Def.)

We are to think on things that are consistent with facts or reality, things that are honorable, upright and fair. We are to think on truth, justice, fairness, and things that have no moral failing. We are to think on spiritual beauty, of moral beauty and excellence as well as goo and righteous things. 

Do we think on these things? Or does Satan try hard to consume us with things that aren't real, or honorable, or upright, or fair. Does the evil one wish us to have our thoughts filled with immoral, guilt producing things, shunning things of goodness, of righteousness?  There is so much EVIL in this world and it comes disguised in so many ways.  We fail to see the evil because it's become so commonplace around us. When we do see it we are quickly told we are wrong that it is good. We are placated and encouraged to just ignore the evil because it's what is everywhere and so common and believed by so many- millions and millions.

More on this tomorrow by the grace and will of God. 

All through Jesus Christ our Lord, our Savior!