And darkness
descended upon Paul.
Act 9:8 And
Saul arose from the earth; and when his eyes were opened, he saw no man: but
they led him by the hand, and brought him into Damascus.
Act 9:9 And he
was three days without sight, and neither did eat nor drink.
Blinded. Told he would be giving light to those in
darkness, he, himself was thrust into darkness, his sight taken from him.
Moments before he
was blinded, Paul (Saul) was on his way to Damascus. Just imagine what his
thoughts had to be centered on. Imprisoning Christ followers. Hunting these
blasphemous people down, seeking them out from every corner of Damascus. Taking
these fools into custody and keeping them from spreading their awful lies about
a supposedly risen Savior. The man was dead! They'd killed him! Didn’t these
ignorant people realize that the would be Savior spoke bold, blasphemous lies?
It was His duty to apprehend the criminals and put a stop to the craziness and
he couldn’t wait to get to Damascus and get to work.
Have any of you ever been so sure of something only to find out you were completely wrong? You were positive that something was a certain way, but it wasn't not at all. We see this sort of things in movies, in television shows, it’s a standard plot line in suspense shows, and even in comedies. The reveal of how wrong someone was is often depicted as plot hook and the person goes on to either accept the new revelation- working through the hardship of that, or they go into denial and spend the rest of the movie being forced to accept the truth. There are so many scenarios, and isn't that where we like this sort of situations, on a television, or movie screen? We don’t like it in our real life at all. Finding out you were wrong about something you believe in can be devastating. It's true too that finding out you were wrong about something that is awful to begin with, is a huge relief. Paul, however was not under the impression that hunting down Christ followers was awful. He believe in his heart, with all he was that what he was doing was God's blessed work. He believed he had God's full approval, that he was a God-fearing man. He was totally wrong! All he believed about the man they'd crucified was wrong!
Have any of you ever been so sure of something only to find out you were completely wrong? You were positive that something was a certain way, but it wasn't not at all. We see this sort of things in movies, in television shows, it’s a standard plot line in suspense shows, and even in comedies. The reveal of how wrong someone was is often depicted as plot hook and the person goes on to either accept the new revelation- working through the hardship of that, or they go into denial and spend the rest of the movie being forced to accept the truth. There are so many scenarios, and isn't that where we like this sort of situations, on a television, or movie screen? We don’t like it in our real life at all. Finding out you were wrong about something you believe in can be devastating. It's true too that finding out you were wrong about something that is awful to begin with, is a huge relief. Paul, however was not under the impression that hunting down Christ followers was awful. He believe in his heart, with all he was that what he was doing was God's blessed work. He believed he had God's full approval, that he was a God-fearing man. He was totally wrong! All he believed about the man they'd crucified was wrong!
And…after finding
out he was wrong, he was blinded.
Act 9:8 And
Saul arose from the earth; and when his eyes were opened, he saw no man: but
they led him by the hand, and brought him into Damascus.
Act 9:9 And he
was three days without sight, and neither did eat nor drink.
When his eyes were
open…. He saw NO MAN. He had to be led by the hand all the way to Damascus.
Blind. It's no coincidence that Jesus used these
words--
Act 26:16 But
rise, and stand upon thy feet: for I have appeared unto thee for this purpose,
to make thee a minister and a witness both of these things which thou hast
seen, and of those things in the which I will appear unto thee;
Act 26:17
Delivering thee from the people, and from the Gentiles, unto whom now I send
thee,
Act 26:18 To
open their eyes, and to turn them from darkness to light, and from the power of
Satan unto God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins, and inheritance
among them which are sanctified by faith that is in me.
To OPEN THEIR
EYES. Paul was going to be sent to
open the eyes of the Gentiles, and His own eyes had been blinded, he was in
complete darkness. Just as he was
spiritually blinded, though he had physical sight, he was now physically
blinding but spiritually he now had sight. Spiritual revelation, the truth had
been revealed to him by the risen Jesus Himself!
For three days he
was allowed this blindness. For three days his spiritual enlightenment was
ignited. He had three days to think about nothing but his Christ given
revelation.
He was chosen, of
all people, he was chosen to turn the Gentiles from the power of Satan. Unless
he did this, those people would not receive forgiveness for their sins, and
they would not ultimately be with the holy, all through faith in Jesus Christ,
Paul's Savior. Paul believed. Paul now believed. He had to review all that he
knew of the Christ, all the things he believed were lies were really truths. To
have to accept this - Paul was receiving a crash course in Salvation. Jesus
hadn't blasphemed when He said He was God's Son. Every miracle that Paul had
dismissed as brought to pass by Satan, had really been wrought by Jesus, using
His Father's power. Every single person that believed…. Stephen… stoned
Stephen, those words he spoke right before he was murdered were all true!
Yes, Paul's
spiritual sight was never as vivid as it was when he was blinded. Three days of
no eating and no drinking. Paul couldn’t concern himself with something so
mundane as eating and drinking. The spiritual water and food he was feasting
upon was all he needed. Paul did not lay
there in a coma for three days, Paul was conscious, Paul was thinking, Paul was
being taught by the Holy Spirit. Paul was believing, and soon, so very soon
Paul would be baptized. Paul will have repented of his sins, the greatest of
which was persecuting Christ's followers, when the scales are removed from his
physical eyes. He was ready to be baptized into the life of a Christ follower.
He was going to be buried with Christ beneath the water and rise up into the
new life of a Christ follower.
So amazing. Paul was
given a mission, a life-long mission to preach Christ to the Gentiles. To bring
Christ to people who otherwise would never have known Him.
May we, like Paul live for Christ in any way He reveals to us. May the Lord use us in His service now and always!
May we, like Paul live for Christ in any way He reveals to us. May the Lord use us in His service now and always!
All through Jesus
Christ our Lord and Savior, now and forever!!!!!!!
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