Communicating.

Communication.

The ability to communicate is a marvelous thing. Just ask those who can't communicate easily. Read the story or watch the movie about Helen Keller (worth watching). The story is based on the true life of Helen Keller a deaf and blind girl who learns to communicate through the efforts of her teacher Anne Sullivan. It really is quite something to watch the dawning light of understanding go on in Helen's mind when she finally puts two and two together and comprehends that Anne is using sign language in her hand to spell the word 'water'. When that dawning moment occurred, Helen couldn't stop asking what everything was around her, every object had a name and she wanted to know them all. Her life took on so much more meaning with the ability to communicate.

We take communication for granted until we come down with a really bad sore throat and it hurts to talk, or until something else occurs to prevent us from speaking- dental work, throat surgery, a broken jaw, etc. When these things happen and we can't speak we find other ways to communicate. We write things (type them) we get our message across.

Communication is universal, it is something all humans do in one way or another unless medically, mentally, physically incapacitated and unable to do so. The frustration of a person unable to communicate is very understandable.

Unless you're a recluse, on your own but not a recluse, or otherwise inclined not to talk with others, most people communicate with others every single day. A phone call, texting, online messaging, we communicate all the time- even often with complete strangers especially in the online world. We go to doctors, stores, have various appointments with others. We communicate.

The Bible has a lot to say about using our ability to communicate in the wrong way. Let's read a few of the things.

Eph 4:29  Let no corrupt communication proceed out of your mouth, but that which is good to the use of edifying, that it may minister grace unto the hearers. 

Eph 4:31  Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil speaking, be put away from you, with all malice: 

Eph 5:4  Neither filthiness, nor foolish talking, nor jesting, which are not convenient: but rather giving of thanks. 

Psa 5:9  For there is no faithfulness in their mouth; their inward part is very wickedness; their throat is an open sepulchre; they flatter with their tongue. 

Psa 52:2  Thy tongue deviseth mischiefs; like a sharp razor, working deceitfully. 

Psa 73:8  They are corrupt, and speak wickedly concerning oppression: they speak loftily. 

Psa 73:9  They set their mouth against the heavens, and their tongue walketh through the earth. 

Mat 12:34  O generation of vipers, how can ye, being evil, speak good things? for out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaketh. 

Mat 12:35  A good man out of the good treasure of the heart bringeth forth good things: and an evil man out of the evil treasure bringeth forth evil things. 

Mat 12:36  But I say unto you, That every idle word that men shall speak, they shall give account thereof in the day of judgment. 

Mat 12:37  For by thy words thou shalt be justified, and by thy words thou shalt be condemned.

Rom 3:13  Their throat is an open sepulchre; with their tongues they have used deceit; the poison of asps is under their lips: 

Rom 3:14  Whose mouth is full of cursing and bitterness

1Co 15:33  Be not deceived: evil communications corrupt good manners. 

Col 3:8  But now ye also put off all these; anger, wrath, malice, blasphemy, filthy communication out of your mouth. 

Col 3:9  Lie not one to another, seeing that ye have put off the old man with his deeds

Col 4:6  Let your speech be alway with grace, seasoned with salt, that ye may know how ye ought to answer every man. 

Jas 3:2  For in many things we offend all. If any man offend not in word, the same is a perfect man, and able also to bridle the whole body. 

Jas 3:3  Behold, we put bits in the horses' mouths, that they may obey us; and we turn about their whole body. 

Jas 3:4  Behold also the ships, which though they be so great, and are driven of fierce winds, yet are they turned about with a very small helm, whithersoever the governor listeth. 

Jas 3:5  Even so the tongue is a little member, and boasteth great things. Behold, how great a matter a little fire kindleth! 

Jas 3:6  And the tongue is a fire, a world of iniquity: so is the tongue among our members, that it defileth the whole body, and setteth on fire the course of nature; and it is set on fire of hell. 

Jas 3:7  For every kind of beasts, and of birds, and of serpents, and of things in the sea, is tamed, and hath been tamed of mankind: 

Jas 3:8  But the tongue can no man tame; it is an unruly evil, full of deadly poison.

2Pe 2:18  For when they speak great swelling words of vanity, they allure through the lusts of the flesh, through much wantonness, those that were clean escaped from them who live in error. 

Jud 1:14  And Enoch also, the seventh from Adam, prophesied of these, saying, Behold, the Lord cometh with ten thousands of his saints, 

Jud 1:15  To execute judgment upon all, and to convince all that are ungodly among them of all their ungodly deeds which they have ungodly committed, and of all their hard speeches which ungodly sinners have spoken against him. 

Jud 1:16  These are murmurers, complainers, walking after their own lusts; and their mouth speaketh great swelling words, having men's persons in admiration because of advantage. 

Clearly our ability to communicate is important- life or death important.

More on this tomorrow by the grace of our LORD and SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST now and forever!!!!!!!

Our Loving God Wants Us.

Tit 3:3  For we ourselves also were sometimes foolish, disobedient, deceived, serving divers lusts and pleasures, living in malice and envy, hateful, and hating one another. 

Tit 3:4  But after that the kindness and love of God our Saviour toward man appeared, 

Tit 3:5  Not by works of righteousness which we have done, but according to his mercy he saved us, by the washing of regeneration, and renewing of the Holy Ghost; 

Tit 3:6  Which he shed on us abundantly through Jesus Christ our Saviour

The kindness and love of God is beyond our ability to comprehend fully, it just is. We can get glimpses of love, but that's all. We feel heartbreak from loving and know the pain that comes from loving. On a very small level we can understand the pain God endured and endures from the love He has towards us.

God did not snap us out of existence. Just the other night my husband and I watched Avengers Infinity War and the (spoilers) the bad guy snaps his fingers and half the population on earth disappears. Just a snap of the fingers. The good guys of course were totally against genocide, against destroying half of any population anywhere. The idea of this act being okay was appalling to them. How could anyone simply use the power to kill like that? 

We understand how insane it would be for anyone to do such a thing. We have our own non-fiction wars where six million Jewish people were killed as a non-Jewish madman along with his insane cohorts dictated. There have been a lot of other wars where a certain group of people choose to try and kill off whole groups of other people in an effort to wipe those they don't like or agree with off the face of the earth. We always call this insanity no matter where or when it occurs. It's wrong, morally wrong on many, many levels to kill others, let alone entire races, entire ethnic groups. 

God could have wipe out the human race from existence with a mere thought, He wouldn't need special gemstones or to even snap his fingers. God chose to let us live and EACH one of us is given an opportunity to choose love over evil.

God allowed humanity to come into existence and offered humanity a chance to believe in His love above all. Humanity chose a self-serving action over the love of God, they chose not to believe in God, they chose to listen to a god-less creature rather than God, they chose to die.  Right then when that first act of disobedience occurred God could have eradicated humanity entirely. He'd told them they would die, they didn't know about a first death and a second death when God told them they would die. God had a plan to save humanity, a contingency plan. This plan would involve a second permanent death or an eternal life - a life that would be as God intended and each person would have the choice to live eternally.

When you take the choice from a person and kill them, they will not have a say so in that. They do, or did have a choice to choose eternal life before their first death.

Our loving God wants us! Our loving God does not want to lose us! Our loving God reaches out to us, draws us to Him, entices us to Him. Our loving God has left NOTHING undone or order for us to belong to Him willingly, lovingly, believing in Him and His love!

All through Jesus Christ our LORD and SAVIOR, now and forever!!!!!!!

God's Great Love.

Hos 11:4 I drew them with cords of a man, with bands of love: and I was to them as they that take off the yoke on their jaws, and I laid meat unto them.

What a vivid picture of God's love towards us. Imagine- a yoke on your jaw. I know the picture that comes to my mind is one of an animal with a bit in its mouth or a leather muzzle on a dog, and unfortunately, I have to add another picture, that of a horror movie with a mad man muzzled, or a dentist with the contraption forcing a patient's mouth wide, or a person with a broken jaw having it wired shut. I have a vivid imagination at times and the pictures go on.

Reading - 'yoke on their jaws' and thinking of the above makes me only further comprehend the magnitude of God's love.

He says… "I was to them as they that TAKE OFF the yoke on their jaws". Freed from the awful thing keeping you from being able to eat, speak, drink, that is the picture being portrayed here. In the very next part of that passage was… "and I laid meat unto them." The overwhelming gratefulness that has to be experienced is probably something that unless you do experience it you can't fully comprehend. Those of us with vivid imaginations can do the imagining though.

Our God tells us this--

Hos 11:4 I drew them with cords of a man, with bands of love: and I was to them as they that take off the yoke on their jaws, and I laid meat unto them.

He draws us with the cords of a man, with BANDS OF LOVE.

God frees us and feeds us who are bound up and starving.

Jer 31:3 The LORD hath appeared of old unto me, saying, Yea, I have loved thee with an everlasting love: therefore with lovingkindness have I drawn thee.

The LORD loves us with His everlasting love and draws us to Him with His lovingkindness!

We are so blessed!

Joh 6:44 No man can come to me, except the Father which hath sent me draw him: and I will raise him up at the last day.

Joh 6:45 It is written in the prophets, And they shall be all taught of God. Every man therefore that hath heard, and hath learned of the Father, cometh unto me.

We are drawn to God, by God. There is in us a spiritual self and God calls to us, to our spirit. There is in each of us a place that can only be filled by God and so many people try to fill it with other things to no avail. People refuse to be drawn to God, they reject God's drawing them and God will NOT force a single person to Him, not one!

We are drawn, not forced.

Eph 1:3 Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who hath blessed us with all spiritual blessings in heavenly places in Christ:

Eph 1:4 According as he hath chosen us in him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and without blame before him in love:

Eph 1:5 Having predestinated us unto the adoption of children by Jesus Christ to himself, according to the good pleasure of his will

How glorious is this?! How wondrously amazing! Our Creator, our Heavenly Father with His only begotten Son, Jesus Christ, blesses us with all spiritual blessings in heavenly places in Christ. We are so blessed.

Eph 2:4 But God, who is rich in mercy, for his great love wherewith he loved us,

Eph 2:5 Even when we were dead in sins, hath quickened us together with Christ, (by grace ye are saved;)

Rich in mercy- this is our GOD.

His GREAT LOVE - He loves us with His GREAT LOVE.

More on this tomorrow… by the will of our Great God, our Heavenly Father all through the loving mercy and grace of our Savior, our Lord, Jesus Christ, now and forever!!!!!!!

Betrayal.

Betrayal.

I can't tell you how often I've heard how wonderful it is that my family is so close-knit, well it's been often enough for me to not be able to count. There has been very little major dissension through the many years, but overall we seem to forgive one another readily enough for any slights- big or small. We've had a very strong family bond. All of us at one time or another have tried to be there for each other as needed in many different ways. Of course, it'd be impossible for us to be there as needed all the time, but even when we weren't able to be there for each other physically helping out we've known the thoughts and prayers of each other have been readily made. Phone conversations if nothing else have also been a big help, and texting, and instant messaging, all of these forms of communication have been used in times of needed emotional, mental support. Why am I talking about this when my first word above was betrayal? Because truthfully the word of God paints a different picture than the one we call idyllic and good. I can't help but wonder if we aren't prepared for what may come in the future concerning family bonds. How dependent are we on them? How necessary do they seem to us for our well-being? How crushed are we going to be if something happens to destroy fifty-some years of family camaraderie? Would we be crushed enough to lose our faith in God? Are the family ties stronger than the ties we need to have with Jesus?

Do you remember the Bible passage about the person wanting to follow Jesus but saying he had to go home first to bury a family member? Here, let's read it -

Luk 9:57 And it came to pass, that, as they went in the way, a certain man said unto him, Lord, I will follow thee whithersoever thou goest.

Luk 9:58 And Jesus said unto him, Foxes have holes, and birds of the air have nests; but the Son of man hath not where to lay his head.

Luk 9:59 And he said unto another, Follow me. But he said, Lord, suffer me first to go and bury my father.

Luk 9:60 Jesus said unto him, Let the dead bury their dead: but go thou and preach the kingdom of God.

Luk 9:61 And another also said, Lord, I will follow thee; but let me first go bid them farewell, which are at home at my house.

Luk 9:62 And Jesus said unto him, No man, having put his hand to the plough, and looking back, is fit for the kingdom of God.

What is being portrayed here? The heart ties we have with family, the ties we truly believe we are supposed to have beyond anything else? We are supposed to be willing to die for our family, right? The truth is, sometimes those who are closest to us are those who might, just might be the ones Satan will use to keep us from solidifying our relationship with God being FIRST in our lives. We don't EVER want to make a choice between family and God, but it's clear that it could be very likely we may have to. The emotional pangs of devastation at the very thought of losing any of my family's love, acceptance, understanding, kindness, friendship, even now prick at me and I know God is trying to teach me something. I pray that it never ever comes to a point in my life that I have to choose between God and family, that my family will belong to God, that we will all belong to God seeking His will first and foremost in our lives. Yet I cannot be naïve enough to hide my being drawn to study this more thoroughly.

The following are a few passages that speak to the truth of family that remain possibilities for all families everywhere.

Mar 13:12 Now the brother shall betray the brother to death, and the father the son; and children shall rise up against their parents, and shall cause them to be put to death.

Mar 13:13 And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.

Eze 38:21 And I will call for a sword against him throughout all my mountains, saith the Lord GOD: every man's sword shall be against his brother.

Mic 7:5 Trust ye not in a friend, put ye not confidence in a guide: keep the doors of thy mouth from her that lieth in thy bosom.

Mic 7:6 For the son dishonoureth the father, the daughter riseth up against her mother, the daughter in law against her mother in law; a man's enemies are the men of his own house.

Mat 24:10 And then shall many be offended, and shall betray one another, and shall hate one another.

Luk 12:52 For from henceforth there shall be five in one house divided, three against two, and two against three.

Luk 12:53 The father shall be divided against the son, and the son against the father; the mother against the daughter, and the daughter against the mother; the mother in law against her daughter in law, and the daughter in law against her mother in law.

Luk 21:16 And ye shall be betrayed both by parents, and brethren, and kinsfolks, and friends; and some of you shall they cause to be put to death.

Php 3:8 Yea doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ

We truly need to count ALL things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus our Lord. This is the truth. We are told, GOD FIRST. Do we believe in God first? When all around us we are forming solid ties with people and we believe that God would have us love them at all costs, we can't forget that God doesn't mean that we abandon HIM being first in our lives so we can keep the love of others- no matter who they are. Are we truly prepared, can we ever truly be prepared for the betrayal of those we love most and think love us most?

My family is really conscientious of the need to forgive one another because we KNOW that no one is perfect, that no one can keep from all the hurting ways that exist in our world. And even if we are betrayed to the uttermost, we need to forgive one another as we know our God would have us forgive. Even if we are betrayed horrifically, we need to forgive. What we cannot do is abandon God in order to keep any other in our life. If the other's acceptance of our forgiveness means our turning our back on God in any way, we have to forego their acceptance. We can forgive all who betray us without their accepting any of our forgiveness. We can mourn the loss of a betraying loved one deeply, but not let it pull us from God. We can extend the forgiveness over and over again, we can ask to be forgiven over and over again if we've hurt others, but we cannot compromise our relationship with God for anyone in order to be told we are forgiven by them.

God first. Others Second and that is ALL others, not just those who make it seem easy to put second. Those we love the most with all our hearts must be second to the ONE who truly must have all our hearts in order that we may truly love others as HE would have us love them. We must love when we are despised- righteously despised for supposed good reasons, or unjustly despised for no good reason at all. We must love God and let His love in us love others. We must love God by allowing Him to use us to do His will on earth. He wills that we love Him first, and love others as He loves them.

God help us, God help me, forgive me, God, forgive me all others, forgive me.

All through Jesus Christ, our Lord, and Savior, now and forever!!!!!!!

Our Time Is Almost Up.

Repent! Imagine I'm dressed in a long brown monk's robe holding up a sign mounted on a long pole, and on that sign, the single word REPENT! is written. I have recently watched a movie with this very thing, the movie about a plague destroying most of the world and leaving behind those who are forces for evil and those forces for good. That movie was fiction but the truth of the matter is, a couple thousand years ago the Apostles were in their own way doing this very thing, holding up a repent sign, so to speak.

Act 3:19 Repent ye therefore, and be converted, that your sins may be blotted out, when the times of refreshing shall come from the presence of the Lord;

Act 3:20 And he shall send Jesus Christ, which before was preached unto you:

Act 3:21 Whom the heaven must receive until the times of restitution of all things, which God hath spoken by the mouth of all his holy prophets since the world began.

A couple thousand years ago, it seems like a long time, but time is relevant, right? And by that I mean whether it was a hundred years, five hundred years, or a couple thousand, the only time that matters in repentance is the time you are alive in and have the chance to repent. Jesus will return, there is no doubt about that whatsoever. Speculation mounts as to why he waits so long, and there are many theories. One of those theories with absolutely no Biblical backing is that compared to the millions and billions of people born the majority are not going to be his. Remember, the Bible tells us FEW will find the narrow way. God may be waiting until all those who will ever be alive and his are born and we have no telling how long something like that might take. There are a lot of theories as already mentioned but the fact remains, HISTORY has proven that Bible prophecies are true and that the LAST prophecy is the one of Jesus' return- it WILL happen believe it or not, your choice.

God has spoken by the mouth of ALL his holy prophets since the world began that Jesus Christ will usher in the RESTITUTION of all things. Obviously, that did not occur when Jesus had His ministry here on earth almost a couple thousand years ago. Jesus came and sacrificed Himself and using that sacrifice He makes atonement for all of those who will be God's. When the time is right, Jesus will finish that work of atonement as High Priest in the heavenly sanctuary and He will return for us.

We are to REPENT and be converted. Converted from what? From sin's hold over us. WE repent, we trust that God will take our repentance- the sincere desire to keep from denying His love, from breaking laws given from that love- and forgive us. He will complete in us a work that is begun, that He will do all for us we are unable to do, this is what we believe. We believe in His saving grace. We want our sins blotted out as if they never existed. We want to be God's and we must trust that He will create the clean heart in us, that He will renew a right spirit in us, that He will keep us from evil, that He will save us to the uttermost, that He will find us as a Shepherd finds the single lost sheep from a flock of many. We must trust HIM all the while we continuously train our hope, our thoughts, and all that is within us to use to live for Him and His will. We do all we can and leave God His work in saving us. Our faith is NOT in our own ability to believe but in God's ability to save us and help our unbelief.

As in the movie I watched with seemingly the end of the world at hand, we need to have people crying out for repentance, the time grows so short- whether it's the time until Christ's return, or the time until you are no longer capable of seeking repentance- none of us are promised tomorrow, not a single one of us.

God help us all!

All through the love and mercy, the grace of our God, and of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ now and forever!

Repent.

Act 8:22  Repent therefore of this thy wickedness, and pray God, if perhaps the thought of thine heart may be forgiven thee. 

Repent. 

From the dictionary- Be sorry: to recognize the wrong in something you have done and be sorry about it. Change ways: to feel regret about a sin or past actions and change your ways or habits

Repentance.

Act 2:38  Then Peter said unto them, Repent, and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost. 

Act 3:19  Repent ye therefore, and be converted, that your sins may be blotted out, when the times of refreshing shall come from the presence of the Lord

Act 17:30  And the times of this ignorance God winked at; but now commandeth all men every where to repent

Rom 2:4  Or despisest thou the riches of his goodness and forbearance and longsuffering; not knowing that the goodness of God leadeth thee to repentance? 

2Ti 2:25  In meekness instructing those that oppose themselves; if God peradventure will give them repentance to the acknowledging of the truth; 

2Ti 2:26  And that they may recover themselves out of the snare of the devil, who are taken captive by him at his will.

Sorrow for something we've done. To feel the sorrow we need to recognize there is something to be sorry for, that we've done wrong.

Not a day goes by that I don't feel the need to repent, because not a day goes by that I'm not sorry for my many shortcomings, my sins. Repenting of my sins means acknowledging them and changing, turning away from those sins. Jesus told people to 'go and sin no more'.  Jesus expected a change from the people He told that to. I wish it were possible for me to sin no more, yet it seems every time I turn around my heart is filled with selfishness, fear, failings.

Paul, good old Paul, he would understand this-

Rom 7:23  But I see another law in my members, warring against the law of my mind, and bringing me into captivity to the law of sin which is in my members. 

Rom 7:24  O wretched man that I am! who shall deliver me from the body of this death? 

The war within himself.

Rom 7:25  I thank God through Jesus Christ our Lord. So then with the mind I myself serve the law of God; but with the flesh the law of sin. 

The realization that His hope for deliverance was found in Jesus Christ our Lord.

Our only hope is Jesus Christ our Lord, this is truth.

We are wretched! We do things we don't want to do, things we know better than to do! Our hearts condemn us for our sinfulness and Satan would have us concentrate on our failing, and not on thanking God through Jesus Christ our Lord for deliverance.

We are to repent of our wrongdoings, not relish them, not encourage them, not seek to continue in them, but strive to turn from any and all wrong we are convicted of committing.

We are to repent and be converted- not repent and remain in the very thing we've repented of. The conversion is the change, it is the turning from ourselves and turning towards God. It is the hope found in God. If we have great sorrow for our sin and refuse to look to God for our hope, we will remain in that sin. We have to turn to God for our hope and turn from all that would keep us from turning to God. Repent and be converted so our sins can be blotted out. Only God can blot out our sins through Jesus Christ. We must choose God!

More on all of this tomorrow….

By the will of our Lord, by the grace and mercy of our Savior.

May this wretched person I am find hope in my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ.

Greed.

The Story of Naaman continues...

Treasure laden, the two lowly servants using the pretense of being the sons of prophets, returned to the Prophet Elisha's home with Gehazi. When he no longer needed their services, the greedy, lying, deceitful, money-loving servant took the treasures and released the men from his charge. Hiding the ill-gotten treasure in the house, he returned outside to watch the men leave. No one would be the wiser for what he'd just done. He would keep his riches to himself until he could make plans. Perhaps he'd leave the prophet's service and go out on his own, he certainly had enough wealth to do that now. In fact, that might be for the best because otherwise, people would question where he gained his fortune from. Yes, Gehazi had a lot of planning and plotting to do, but for now, he had to continue in his role as a servant as if nothing had changed.

Entering the room where Elisha was seated, Gehazi gave his master a curt bow in greeting.

Looking at his servant, the prophet did not return any sign that he'd accepted the greeting, his demeanor wasn't quite normal. "Where have you come from, Gehazi?" The prophet asked the question softly, sadly.

A quick flicker of surprise touched the servant's face before he gathered himself. Why would his master ask him this? He never inquired such a thing of him before when he'd been out of his presence. Had he been looking for him while he was gone? Surely, Elisha didn't really care that he'd been indisposed, right? The prophet had always been quite laid back in his treatment of his servant.

Hesitating, Gehazi steeled his resolve not to give himself away. "I didn't go anywhere, I was here all the time," he lied.

Rising up from his seat, Elisha walked over to Gehazi and stopped when he was only a few steps from him. A great sadness tinged with flashes of anger played across the prophet's expression.

"Don't you know my heart was with you when the man left his chariot to meet you?"

Gasping incredulously, Gehazi took a stumbling step backward, his legs weak in fear. The prophet knew! The sight God gave to Elisha to use for the LORD'S will had been used upon him! Why?! He was just a servant! He hadn't hurt anyone! The man had been willing to part with his treasures! It wasn't as if he'd stolen them, not really.

Elisha continued while Gehazi looked at him horrified. "Is it time to receive money, and to receive garments, and olive yards and vineyards, and sheep and oxen and menservants, and maidservants?"

Gehazi knew exactly what Elisha meant, he had done a horrible wrong. The prophet hadn't accepted the gifts because it was not what God wanted of him. God worked in His own time and there was a time for all the things Elisha mentioned, but now was not that time. The servant had gone against God's wishes. The servant had disobeyed God's will. He knew it, he did, even if he wanted to pretend he didn't. He'd done it all with subterfuge hiding it from the prophet. He hadn't gone to his master and asked permission, he followed his own greedy, selfish desire wanting his own will to be done before any others.

The prophet took a step back away from Gehazi and sighed heavily. "The leprosy that was Naaman's shall now be yours, and unto your seed forever."

No! Caught, punished with such an awful punishment Gehazi cried out in horror as his flesh became as white as snow, covered in the lesions of leprosy! Cursed! Cursed forever! Gehzai ran from Elisha's presence and out of the house his cries of despair echoing out behind him. He'd sinned a great sin and he'd been caught! He'd felt no real remorse whatsoever in what he'd done! He'd tried to justify it to himself even as Elisha had confronted him. Cursed by his own hand! Defying Elisha, defying the LORD! For Gehazi there would be no healing, none.

That day one man had been given a life free of disease, while another given the disease. One man had his heart right before the LORD, the other was far from the LORD, his heart closed off to Him. One man had been a pagan worshiping idols and false gods, the other a servant of the prophet of God, not a pagan, not worshiping idols and false gods. The very one you’d think would be rewarded of God had not been rewarded at all. The one who put on a pretense of loving God as the blood of God's people ran through his veins, was every bit a pagan in his heart- worshiping riches, worshiping self-gratification.

God keep us from this end, let our worship be true to You, let our hearts be true to You, keep us in You LORD, we would be wholly Yours! So much threatens to destroy our walk with You LORD. Forgive us our failings of which there are many. Please LORD, if there is any wicked evil way in us destroy it, and lead us in Your way everlasting! You are our HOPE.

2Ki 5:24 And when he came to the tower, he took them from their hand, and bestowed them in the house: and he let the men go, and they departed.

2Ki 5:25 But he went in, and stood before his master. And Elisha said unto him, Whence comest thou, Gehazi? And he said, Thy servant went no whither.

2Ki 5:26 And he said unto him, Went not mine heart with thee, when the man turned again from his chariot to meet thee? Is it a time to receive money, and to receive garments, and oliveyards, and vineyards, and sheep, and oxen, and menservants, and maidservants?

2Ki 5:27 The leprosy therefore of Naaman shall cleave unto thee, and unto thy seed for ever. And he went out from his presence a leper as white as snow.