Spiritual Burdens.
The Spiritual Man -
by Watchman Nee Excerpt
(5) Burdens of the
Spirit
The burdens of the
spirit differ from the weights on the spirit. The latter proceed from Satan
with the intent of crushing the believer and making him suffer, but the former
issue from God in His desire to manifest His will to the believer so that he
may cooperate with Him.
Any weight on the
spirit has no other objective than to oppress; it therefore usually serves no
purpose and produces no fruit. A burden of the spirit, on the other hand, is
given by God to His child for the purpose of calling him to work, to pray, or
to preach. It is a burden with purpose, with reason, and for spiritual profit.
We must learn how to distinguish the burden of the spirit from the weight on
the spirit.
Satan never burdens
Christians with anything; he only encircles their spirit and presses in with a
heavy weight. Such a load binds one’s spirit and throttles his mind from
functioning.
A person with a
burden or concern from God merely carries it; but the one who is oppressed by
Satan finds his total being bound. With the arrival of the power of darkness, a
believer instantaneously forfeits his freedom. A God-given burden is quite the
reverse. However weighty it may be, God’s concern is never so heavy as to
throttle him from praying. The freedom of prayer will never be lost under any
burden from God: yet the enemy’s weight which forces itself upon one’s spirit
invariably denies one his freedom to pray.
The burden imparted
by God is lifted once we have prayed, but the heaviness from the enemy cannot
be raised unless we fight and resist in prayer. The weight on the spirit steals
in unawares, whereas the concern of the spirit results from God’s Spirit working
in our spirit. The load upon the spirit is most miserable and oppressive, while
the burden of the spirit is very joyous (naturally the flesh does not deem it
so), for it summons us to walk together with God (see Matt. 11.30).
Mat 11:30 For
my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.
It turns bitter only
when opposed and its demand is not met, All real works begin with burdens or
concerns in the spirit. (Of course, when the spirit lacks any concern we need
to exercise our minds.) When God desires us to labor or speak or pray, He first
implants a burden in our spirit.
Now if we are
acquainted with the laws of the spirit we will not continue on carelessly with
the work in hand and allow the burden to accrue. Nor will we neglectfully
disregard the burden until it is no longer sensed. We should lay everything
aside immediately to ferret out the meaning of this burden. Once we have
discerned its import, we can act accordingly. And when the work called for is
done, the burden then leaves us.
In order to receive
burdens from God our spirit has to be kept continuously free and untrampled.
Only an untrammeled spirit can detect the movement of the Holy Spirit. Any
spirit which is already full of concerns has lost the sharpness of its
intuitive sense and hence cannot be a good vessel. Due to his failure to act
according to the burden which he already has received from God, the believer
often finds himself painfully burdened for many days. During this period God is
unable to give him any new one. Consequently, it is highly necessary to search
out the meaning of a burden through prayer, with the help of the Holy Spirit
and the exercise of one’s mind. Frequently the burden or concern in the spirit
is for prayer (Col. 4.12).
Col 4:12
Epaphras, who is one of you, a servant of Christ, saluteth you, always
labouring fervently for you in prayers, that ye may stand perfect and complete
in all the will of God.
As a matter of fact
we are not able to pray beyond our burden. To continue to pray without it can
produce no fruit because the prayer must be emanating from our mind.
But the prayer
burden in the spirit can only be lightened through prayer. Whenever God
concerns us with something, such as prayer, preaching the Word, and so forth,
the only way to lessen that concern or burden is to do what it calls for.
The prayer burden in
the spirit alone enables us to pray in the Holy Spirit with sighs too deep for
words. When our spirit is concerned with prayer burdens nothing can discharge
that burden except prayer. It is lifted soon after the work is performed. Because
of the large accumulation of prayer burdens we often find it difficult to pray
at first, but the longer we pray the more our spirit responds with amens. We
should try our best to pour out all the burdens in our spirit by prayer until
all of them have left us. The more life is poured out through, prayer, the
happier we are. A common temptation, however, is to cease praying before the
burden is lifted. When we begin to feel buoyant in our spirit we assume our
prayer is answered, not realizing we are just beginning to engage in spiritual
work. If at that moment we turn away to attend to other matters, then spiritual
work will suffer great loss.
A believer should
never regard spiritual labor as altogether joyous and jubilant, as though the
presence of a burden is going to deprive him of what he considers to be
spiritual experience. Quite pitiful is the one who is unaware of what real
spiritual exertion in the burden of the spirit is truly like. He who is willing
to suffer for God and men does not live for himself; but those who daily seek
sensuous pleasures and become apprehensive about bearing burdens for God and
the church are living only for themselves. Now in the light of what has just
been said, we must not consider ourselves as fallen or as having erred whenever
God imparts a burden to us. Satan is extremely pleased if we interpret it as
such for he shall thereby escape our attacks. Let us not misunderstand
ourselves. And let us not listen to Satan, for if we do we shall be accused and
tormented further.
Genuine spiritual
work is aggressive towards Satan and travails in birth for believers. These in
no wise can be termed joyous undertakings. They require a more thorough death
to self. That explains why no soulish Christian is able to engage in true spiritual
effort. To enjoy sensuous pleasures daily is no evidence of spirituality. On
the contrary, those who go on with God and disregard their own feelings are the
truly spiritual ones. When a believer in burden is contending with the enemy he
often wishes to be alone, separated from all human intercourse so as to
concentrate on spiritual warfare. Before the combat is over he can barely
display a smiling face.
A spiritual
Christian should welcome any burden which the Lord brings his way. We need to
know the laws of the spirit and the way to cooperate with God as well.
Otherwise, we may prolong the burden to our disadvantage or else lose the
opportunity to labor together with God. Every time we receive a burden in our
spirit we should find out immediately through prayer what that burden is. If it
is a call to war, to war we go; if a call to preach the gospel, the gospel we
preach; and if a call to pray, pray we will. Let us seek how to work together
with God. Let the old burden be discharged and the new one come in.
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