I Look For A New World

 Jeremiah 29:11-14  For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.  Then shall ye call upon me, and ye shall go and pray unto me, and I will hearken unto you.  And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart. And I will be found of you, saith the LORD

I can't get these verses out of my thoughts, and you know what? I don't want to. We live is such a chaotic world. The world as a whole is filled with strife- there are wars - some new, some old, some fought with modern weapons such as drones and others fought merely with machetes. There are rumors of wars- I haven't lived in a world without those rumors so they are often easy to dismissed as being a way of life, inconsequential in a lot of ways because they don't touch the little space of the world I happen to live in.  Nations are rising against nations, who doesn't read or hear the names of Russia and Ukraine and not know that right this very moment those two nations have risen up against each other in a very brutal war? Kingdom against kingdoms- these are the current ongoing wars as of 2022-Sept.  

Country      Type of conflict

Afghanistan civil war & terrorist insurgency

Burkina Faso terrorist insurgency

Colombia civil war/drug war

DR Congo terrorist insurgency

Ethiopia civil war

Iraq terrorist insurgency & political unrest

Mali civil war & terrorist insurgency

Mexico drug war

Mynamar  civil war

Nigeria terrorist insurgency

Russia    aggressor

Somalia     civil war

South Sudan ethnic violence

Sudan terrorist insurgency

Syria civil war

Ukraine   invasion 

Yemen civil war

(Web Source)

So many wars….  And famine, let's talk a moment about living in a world filled with hunger.  '2022: a year of unprecedented hunger  As many as 828 million people go to bed hungry every night.' (Web Source) Over eight million people!!!!!    'Afghanistan, Ethiopia, Nigeria, South Sudan, Somalia and Yemen remain at the highest alert level, as they all have populations facing or projected to face starvation (Catastrophe, IPC Phase 5) or at risk of deterioration towards catastrophic conditions as they have already critical food insecurity'  (Web Source)

I've never lived in a world without famines existing. 

Earthquakes  -  January 2022- 

6.0−6.9      18

5.0−5.9      148

4.0−4.9      1,292 

(Worldwide)

February  2022- 

6.0−6.9      10

5.0−5.9      130

4.0−4.9      1,120  

(Worldwide) (Websource)

Go on, look it up for yourselves… there are constant earthquakes, they aren't unusual any more.

'Between the years 1973-2008, there was an average of 21 earthquakes of magnitude three and larger in the central and eastern United States. This rate jumped to an average of 99 M3+ earthquakes per year in 2009?2013, and the rate continues to rise. In 2014, alone, there were 659 M3 and larger earthquakes . Most of these earthquakes are in the magnitude 3?4 range, large enough to have been felt by many people, yet small enough to rarely cause damage. There were reports of damage from some of the larger events, including the M5.6 Prague, Oklahoma earthquake and the M5.3 Trinidad, Colorado earthquake.

The increase in seismicity has been found to coincide with the injection of wastewater in deep disposal wells in several locations, including Colorado, Texas, Arkansas, Oklahoma and Ohio. Much of this wastewater is a byproduct of oil and gas production and is routinely disposed of by injection into wells specifically designed and approved for this purpose. Hydraulic fracturing, commonly known as “fracking”, does not appear to be linked to the increased rate of magnitude 3 and larger earthquakes.' (Web Source)

So many earthquakes and the above (two paragraphs) are just the United States. 

The world we live is quite horrific really if you let yourself think about it for awhile. Is there any wonder we've had books written, movies made about aliens from other worlds wanting to destroy us because they deem mankind not worth saving? You see this time and again, even in television shows, and comic books. The realization of humanity as an entire world that it's been one of dominance vs subservience, power and control over each other forever ought to tell us all something. There is NO amount of enlightenment, NO amount of progress, NO amount of technology, NO amount of time that will ever change this real life scenario as much as the majority of people might want it to be a world of peace- no dominance, no subservience.  All the just mentioned things only change the way we war with each other, not the fact that we war with each other. Truly this world leaves very little hope at all whatsoever in and of itself, it can't, it's impossible. 

Jeremiah 29:11-14  For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.  Then shall ye call upon me, and ye shall go and pray unto me, and I will hearken unto you.  And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart. And I will be found of you, saith the LORD

I have hope that doesn't exist in this world. Does this mean I don't care about this world? On the contrary, I care more about this world because I want everyone in this world to realize they too can have hope that doesn't exist in this world.  

'An expected end.'   We can find the LORD and He WILL be found of us!  

Go on think I'm looney tunes if you wants, you are welcome to do so and I'll still love you. If history has proven anything to me, it's that there is no hope for the world the way it is so filled with evil. Hope has to be found in a new world. 

Jesus spoke these words-  'Joh_8:23  And he said unto them, Ye are from beneath; I am from above: ye are of this world; I am not of this world.' 

Jesus said He is NOT OF THIS WORLD. 

2Pe_3:13  Nevertheless we, according to his promise, look for new heavens and a new earth, wherein dwelleth righteousness.

We look for a NEW heaven and NEW earth! This is where our hope is!  I have this hope, I have this faith in my GOD, in my SAVIOR, in my HOLY SPIRIT!  

Satan would have us doubt to our own destruction. Satan will keep ever before us an onslaught of despair. Satan will attack our faith from every single side!  What Satan cannot do is destroy the WORD of GOD. In that Word of God is all the truth we need to know, to believe in the face of any adversity! We must holdfast to our FAITH without wavering, knowing the truth -all that is written WILL come to pass!

Jeremiah 29:11-14  For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.  Then shall ye call upon me, and ye shall go and pray unto me, and I will hearken unto you.  And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart. And I will be found of you, saith the LORD

 

I'm calling on you LORD, I'm praying to you LORD, hear me as I seek you, and find you with my whole heart. Thank YOU for letting me FIND YOU LORD! Thank you! All glory to you God, all God to you! In the name of JESUS all glory to you! Amen!

Sabbath

 Sabbath. What exactly is the Sabbath and why do I choose to keep the Sabbath? The LORD created the earth and all that is in it in six days. On that seventh day He created a day of worship, a day of rest, a day of holiness. Let's imagine if we can that creation week. I know it's a very big stretch of imagining because our brains simply can't fathom the reality of that week. Satan has so very many ploys in place that we've been bombarded with lies that skew our ability to imagine without the whispers of doubt over this theory and that theory intruding. For the sake of truth and that's what we all want, isn't it? For the sake of truth I'm going to say right now that I believe in the BIBLE. I believe in this incredible book filled with many books all inspired by the Holy Spirit, and even all the meetings that took place to put in place what we hold to be the Bible, they were led by God.  We were given access to a book of salvation and it's a book that many people have chosen to DIE for, literally giving their lives for this amazing message inside the Bible, salvation through Jesus Christ our Lord. Is the version I have of the Bible perfect linguistically through translations and such? It is…but ONLY when you're willing to take what is given and deeply study it out- using original language where needed. If I'd written that twenty five years ago people would think I'm crazy- but now we have the ability to search out so much right at our very fingertips. 

The Bible contains a literal six days of creation- not figurative. Six days. If you don't believe that, and don't want to study it out, then you might as well just stop reading this right now, there's absolutely no reason for you to read further. 

Six days- we know what six days means- it's all but one day in a week- our seven day week. Do we know exactly which day of the seven we are supposed to keep the Sabbath on? God gave us the means to know. When God saved the Israelites from Egyptian slavery He took them on a forty year walkabout.  I'll tell you right now no one packs quickly for a forty year journey- the sheer comprehension of food supplies that would be needed for even a single person for that sort of trip, well, no, not going to happen. Even today when people hike mountainous trails going from one end to another (Appalachians for example) they only pack so much food knowing they'll have to make stops at various points to resupply. They can't carry all the food & drink they'd need for that long of a hike. (Yes, I've read up on it, thought about the wonderous ability to actually do that sort of thing - then thought of the latrines or lack there of situation and I stopped thinking about it.)  

God brought them out of Egypt and then started them walking and soon the supplies they did bring with them were gone. So, what happened? God provided them food in the form of Manna. This manna was sustenance. And God provided it with a STIPULATION. Yes, I said a stipulation. He would feed them, they would not starve, they'd have plenty to eat in fact they were told to go out each morning and collect the manna laying on the ground, enough for that day and that day only. There would be no keeping leftovers for snacking on the next day. Each day provided enough manna for that day to keep every person satisfied and not hungry. Each day EXCEPT the seventh day Sabbath. On that day NO manna appeared for them to collect NONE. Were they supposed to go hungry one day a week? No. God instructed them that on the sixth day only they were to gather enough for two days. You might think if manna could be gathered for two days then maybe you could sneak a little extra during the week, maybe your tummy was rumbling during the night. So you tried. On the first day of the week you kept a little bit of the manna for a snack later on, and then you still had some leftover so you decided to keep it for the next morning. The next morning, the second day of the week, you woke up and that manna was rotten! Yet, none of the manna gathered on the sixth day of the week was rotten on the seventh day!  You experimented and tried this every day and each and every day but the Sabbath had the manna spoiled in the morning and unable to be eat. THIS was GOD'S way of reintroducing the people of Israel to His Holy Sabbath- they'd been captive for four hundred years and didn't quite know the ways of God any longer in very many forms. God was teaching them that the day - the seventh day of the week was the HOLY SABBATH DAY, a day He'd sanctified and blessed after all of creation was finished in six days- except for creating the Sabbath itself.  

The people entrusted with that seven day week schedule kept it and knew it, and comprehended the eternal aspect of the Sabbath being holy- set aside for man to reconnect with His creator on that seventh day- nothing else being as important as this. 

You see- when mankind separated themselves from God and realized a second later what an awful mistake that was, God revealed to mankind that all was not lost. There was a plan in place and down the line…way down the line… that plan would be fully realized and mankind would once more be united to God.  The mankind that would be reunited would be those who would CHOOSE to be. Not every human born would make this choice to be God's. Those who did make this choice had a very special day- the Sabbath- set aside for them to live in communion with their God in a way they couldn't any of the day of the week because no other day was blessed and sanctified by God but that seventh day Sabbath. This beautiful, beyond description, blessed Sabbath would be a teeny tiny foretaste of being reunited with God. Sabbath was a day for us to set EVERYTHING aside, but God and God's love for other. Lay down every single burden on this day, and though those burdens would still be there after the Sabbath for you to pick back up again- on the Sabbath you could just lay them down and worship God!

Now, I don't want to have any sort of debate on this at all whatsoever- I'm not the debating sort. There are plenty of sites out there where people just love debating and I'm sure there are plenty of Sabbath debating sites so - no- no debates for me please.

The questions I posed in the first whole sentence were this-- What exactly is the Sabbath and why do I choose to keep the Sabbath?

The Sabbath is the seventh day of the week and per God's instructions to be kept from sundown to sundown (Sundown Friday to Sundown Saturday in our world today).  The Sabbath is a whole twenty-four hour period set aside as holy, and blessed- by GOD. The Sabbath is a time we are to do no work for money, and no work for chores and such around the house, we are to cease from all work (remember God didn't want the people even gathering manna on that day).   We are to live that twenty four hour period as children whose Heavenly Father is visiting with them and how amazing that is! We give worship through song, reading, listening, learning of God. We comprehend that we need to deny ourselves the focus we usually place on ourselves and refocus that focus on God, our Creator, on God, our Redeemer, on God the Holy Spirit Comforter. This day is a day of physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual rest. We choose to purposefully set aside this WHOLE day and pursue God in realization in our lives, GOD FIRST, others next, and ourselves last- we realize this on this day more than any other- though our lives are supposed to be this way always. Too much of this world tries to take over us completely- working, earning a living, pleasure that we don't get because we might work all the other days or most of them during the week and want the weekend for self-pursuit. Too much of this world yells at us to attract our attention and keep it from God. The Sabbath attracts our attention TOWARDS GOD completely. 

As with anything, people try to corrupt true Sabbath keeping. Even Jesus had to set the people straight and remind them that the Sabbath was made for MAN not man for the Sabbath. Man didn't have to be overwhelmed with severe restrictions in order to keep the Sabbath Holy and have the blessing of the Sabbath be theirs. Jesus healed on the Sabbath, Jesus took the edge off hunger on the Sabbath, Jesus taught in synagogues on the Sabbath, Jesus kept the Sabbath PERFECTLY and was never accused of not worshipping on the seventh day- though He was accused of breaking the traditions man had placed on it, not God.

I could go on and on as you know and probably think I already have, but now to WHY DO I CHOOSE to keep the Sabbath…

Because the Sabbath is all I stated above and I love my God! I want to learn and listen and follow my God as He would have me do so. God's word tells me that the Sabbath is important enough to include in the ten Royal laws that were never abolished not one cross of the letter t or the dot on an I would be taken from the law ever….

Mat_5:18  For verily I say unto you, Till heaven and earth pass, one jot or one tittle shall in no wise pass from the law, till all be fulfilled.

Luk_16:17  And it is easier for heaven and earth to pass, than one tittle of the law to fail.

If the Sabbath is even a tiny glimpse into eternity with my God I will do all I can to honor it through faith in my Savior as He would have me honor this day, yes, by His will, the entire day - it's been blessed and made holy by Him as no other day of the week. 

May God bless all who through faith in our Savior seek to keep the Sabbath as He would have us keep it, may His peace be with you all, and grace be upon you! All in the amazing love of my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, now and forever!

God Thinks of Me.

 Jer 29:11  For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end. 

Jer 29:12  Then shall ye call upon me, and ye shall go and pray unto me, and I will hearken unto you. 

Jer 29:13  And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart. 

Jer 29:14  And I will be found of you

These verses from Jeremiah are not simply speaking to us as individuals, if you read it in context you'll know what I mean. Yet, so much of our Lord's word is for our hearts to take in, to absorb as much needed comfort. The Word of God is such an amazing thing, it truly goes beyond full comprehension. This gift of His to us, this living, eternal life giving, most Holy Word. 

Isa 28:10  For precept must be upon precept, precept upon precept; line upon line, line upon line; here a little, and there a little

Those words of Jeremiah, oh how wondrous to imagine hearing these words spoken to me! … 

I know the thoughts I think towards you (Dorene), saith the LORD, thoughts of peace and not of evil to give you (Dorene) an expected end. Then shall ye (Dorene) call upon me, and ye(Dorene) shall go and pray unto me, and I will hearken unto you (Dorene). And ye(Dorene) shall seek me, and find me, when ye(Dorene) shall search for me with all (Dorene)your heart . And I will be found of you(Dorene).   

He thinks peace not evil towards me! He wants to give me an expected end! When I call upon Him, I will find him, when I search for Him with ALL my heart! He WILL be found of me!

Oh, Lord God, I'm searching for You with ALL my heart! I long to be Yours! I know that expected end is eternity with YOU, it's life as the creature you created me to be, not the creature sin has tainted, the creature you intended me to be, a creature cleansed by the blood of the LORD JESUS CHRIST, a creature made new by YOU, only by you through nothing I do, but believe. I believe You LORD, you have the power, you have the love, you've shown that in the most holy sacrifice of Jesus the only begotten Son! He died for me! For me! And I simply have to believe I am His and the Holy Spirit will live in me convicting me of all that is evil in my life, all that would separate me from you if I allow. I cry out like Paul…

Rom 8:31  What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us? 

Rom 8:32  He that spared not his own Son, but delivered him up for us all, how shall he not with him also freely give us all things? 

Rom 8:33  Who shall lay any thing to the charge of God's elect? It is God that justifieth. 

Rom 8:34  Who is he that condemneth? It is Christ that died, yea rather, that is risen again, who is even at the right hand of God, who also maketh intercession for us. 

Rom 8:35  Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? 

Rom 8:36  As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter. 

Rom 8:37  Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us. 

Rom 8:38  For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, 

Rom 8:39  Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord. 

What? Who? Shall separate us from the love of Christ? NOTHING! NO ONE! Nothing can separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord! NOTHING! 

I'm searching with all my heart, seeking to be known by You, seeking to find You and You will let me find you! 

Please, Lord let me find you as I ever seek you.

Amo_8:11  Behold, the days come, saith the Lord GOD, that I will send a famine in the land, not a famine of bread, nor a thirst for water, but of hearing the words of the LORD

Let me hear Your words LORD, let me ever hear Your words! I need to hear Your words always!

Come soon, Lord Jesus, come soon!

Salvation- A Gift.

 

Salvation is a gift freely given that so many want to pay for.

Did you ever have someone give you a surprise gift out of the blue and your first reaction was along the lines of … 'Here, let me get you some money for that! I have to repay you! You're too kind!' I know I've done that myself. The generosity of some people is amazing and they find out you have a need and want to gift you with that needed thing, but at the same time you're feeling beholden to them, even though that is the last thing they want you to feel. 

Jesus' offer of salvation to each of us individually is a gift from God.  A gift. We will never deserve such a gift. Sometimes people will treat the gift just like the above, they want to pay Jesus back for this amazing gift of salvation. They want to pay Him back by 'being good', by 'not sinning', by 'keeping all the commandments', by 'going to church', by 'giving to charity', and so on. Our actions after we accept salvation through Jesus are not us now having to pay Jesus back - as if anything we possibly do would even begin to pay the price He paid for us. 

We do not gain or keep salvation by any of our works. Yet we often believe once we have salvation we need to pay for it by our actions, our behavior. The idea of there being only one thing we are to do, in order to do the work of God, is an odd idea because we are sure we have to do so much more to keep salvation. 

There is only ONE work of God that we are to do! That one act you can do is BELIEVE in Jesus Christ to SAVE you.  When you believe in Christ ALONE  to save you then you are automatically denouncing any thought, any belief you might have that you can save yourself.

Joh 6:28  Then said they unto him, What shall we do, that we might work the works of God? 

Joh 6:29  Jesus answered and said unto them, This is the work of God, that ye believe on him whom he hath sent. 

People want to have some sort of hand in their own salvation, just believing doesn't quite seem to be enough. That is why when they stumble and fall, failing to live up to the life they perceive is God-fearing and righteous, they are quick to lament of ever being 'good enough' to warrant being saved. They trampled on the salvation given them, they ruined it, they dirtied it up with their sins and now there is no point in trying to be God's because they are just too bad to keep salvation. Now, if they had not been bad then they would have *DESERVED* to keep salvation, right? That has to be their thought or else they couldn't be bad and undeserved the salvation gift they accepted.  The opposite must be true then, but is it? You know the answer. 

We were and are in need of a SAVIOR because we COULD NOT SAVE OURSELVES! What changed with that after we accepted salvation? Was salvation supposed to enable us to save ourselves from that point on? NO! Salvation is EVER a gift from God! You will NEVER be able to save yourself! All you can do is BELIEVE with a belief that is constant, Jesus is YOUR SAVIOR. Jesus is YOUR DAILY SAVIOR. Jesus is YOUR FOREVER SAVIOR. 

Does this mean it's okay to keep your life of sin and just daily ask for forgiveness? No. Jesus did tell some of those He healed- 'Go and sin no more.'  Sin is forever to be shunned, ever to be resisted. All temptation is to be resisted and if we still succumb to sin is it not because there wasn't a temptation battle fought and lost, but because there was and the desire for true repentance  is still there because you BELIEVE in the overwhelming, amazing, all consuming love of God and His Gift to us! You must engage in the spiritual warfare by comprehending you will never stop being tempted to sin, but through GOD you can fight the good fight against consenting to sin.  You'll engage in this fight NOT to get SALVATION, but because YOU have salvation and despise the sins that so easily best you!  You are given the conviction of sin in your life by the Holy Spirit- every single sin no matter what it is you will be convicted of when the Holy Spirit is a part of your life. You seek forgiveness constantly, constantly because you know that sin is a transgression against the very GOD who died to save you! You don't want to hurt the God who saved you! You believe in Jesus Christ as your Savior, and now live for Him because you love Him with all you are! 

We are told to forgive seventy times seventy… symbolically forgiving others always. Would Jesus do no less for those who sincerely seek forgiveness seventy times seventy times, always? Believe in a Savior who SAVES. Don't believe in a you that cannot earn saving.

This is the work of God- BELIEVE IN JESUS CHRIST!

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Our Father Which Art In Heaven!

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Hollowed Is Our Father's Name!

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Our Father's Kingdom Come!

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Our Father's Will Be Done On Earth As It Is In Heaven!

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Give Us, Our Father, This Day Our Daily Bread!

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And Forgive Us, Our Father, Our Trespasses As We Forgive Those Who Trespass Against Us!

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Lead Us, Our Father,  Not Into Temptation!

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But Deliver Us, Our Father, From Evil!

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For Thine, Our Father, Is the Kingdom! The Power! The Glory forever! Amen!

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This Is The Work Of God!

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That Ye Believe On Him (Jesus) Whom He (the Father) Hath Sent!

Please, Father, we would believe, help thou our unbelief!

Dear Heavenly Father, 

Was I good enough today? Did I lose salvation  because I was angry without cause? Has my gift of eternal life in Christ disappeared because I can't stop coveting what others have and I do not? Did that brief spark of fierce jealousy wrench away my chances to be with You in the kingdom? Heavenly Father, I am so weak, so incredibly weak and I need a Savior. I found the Savior You provided and accepted Him into my life and He gifted me with Salvation, and now… now Lord, I'm still so incredibly weak, I still need a Savior. Do I still have my salvation gift, Heavenly Father? I do, don't I? You won't take it back will You, because I am still so undeserving and forever undeserving. I needed a Savior then, Father, before I accepted the Savior and I still need a Savior, I will forever need my Savior saving me! Forgive me, Heavenly Father, forgive me. I believe… I believe Jesus Christ is my Savior, that He died so I could live! I believe Jesus Christ has saved me and will continue to save me! I love you, Heavenly Father! I love you Jesus Christ, my Savior, I love you Holy Spirit - please never leave me. Amen.

Sin Exists. Salvation Exists.

 I know some people do not even believe that sin exists and that's their right- to believe as they choose. God is not about force. God presents His love and we choose whether we want it or not. Not a single person has to worry about being forced to love God against their will- it's impossible. Not a single person will be forced into salvation. Not a single person is forced to obey the royal law. The option is before us, we choose freely. God wants us, but He wants us to want Him of our own accord.  

Jesus spoke these words-  'Go and sin no more.'  Jesus recognized sin's existence so we cannot deny what He recognizes, or rather we can deny what Jesus recognized, but only at our own peril.

If you choose to believe in God then you are choosing to believe that there exists an evil in our world that taints it thoroughly. It's present all around us in every single death. Death would not exist except that sin exists. 

We long to be God's, wholly God's. We despise the thing in us that wants anything but God's will done in us, God's way in us. We live in a world of sin so blatant and so disguised at the same time that very few choose to recognize sin for what it really is. Instead people choose to befriend sin as if that somehow alters it into no longer being sin. We seek to justify reasons why something is not a sin and is acceptable. We say the times have certainly changed, we no longer live in a world where the Bible is logical. We hold up an outdated custom- not commandment- and decry the entire Bible. What if, just…what if, the Royal Law of God's Love were our only standard? What if there were no other customs, laws, and such except those of the ten Royal Commandments? What if those ten laws could be summed up in a broad way by saying- Love God, Love Man? Out of love for God we would naturally follow His commands. Out of love for mankind we would naturally treat them as God commands us. 

In the Old Testament, the part of the Bible written prior to Jesus, things were one way then when Jesus started His ministry He began to teach the living law, a law that would be in effect after He stripped away the parts of it that were ceremonial in nature, and shook off the traditions that had been piled onto the Royal Law making it oppressive, not a living, breathing, life giving, life affirming law of love that was intended. 

Do you think I'm foolish? Do you think I'm deluded? Do you think I am crazy because I believe these things? I'm okay with that because I know I'm not any of those things.

I was given a book, that book contained provable prophecies that came to pass, several of them, one after another- HISTORY proved these prophecies true!  Logic dictates the remaining prophecies will ALSO come to pass. Proof beyond doubt. God given proof, the Bible is REAL, God is REAL!

Peter an apostle wrote-

Act 2:22  Ye men of Israel, hear these words; Jesus of Nazareth, a man approved of God among you by miracles and wonders and signs, which God did by him in the midst of you, as ye yourselves also know

When Jesus ministered many believed because of the miracles, the wonders, the signs that He did through God His Father.  People want proof! We are a skeptical lot! And in many ways that is a good thing, because Satan is a great deceiver and he is going to use his power to deceive all but the very elect of God. YOU can be an elect of God.  

As I said, I'm not foolish to believe as I do, I have no choice in my own conscience but to believe what has been historically, literally, beyond a shadow of a doubt proven to me. Yes, I could go against my conscience and slip into Satan's deceptions very easily, this hold to truth is not an easy thing in a world of unbelief and deception. This is a warfare, it simply will not be easy.

Sin is real, believe it or not, your choice. I believe it is very real.

The following is a one sentence excerpt from an inspired writer-

'No man can be forced to transgress, His own consent must first be gained…' EGW'

If a person is literally forced to sin by another, if they are completely and utterly unable to stop sin from being committed by being tortured then it's not them sinning at all- it is the one forcing them. As a general rule- beyond any forced sinned- the above is true.  WE cannot be forced to transgress, we must consent to transgress. Sin doesn't just happen to us, we allow it to happen. There are sins of ignorance,  but once that ignorance is gone, it is no longer considered the same- you've been convicted of that sin in your heart, convicted of its wrongness.

God's word says-

James 1:14 But every man is tempted when he is drawn away of his own lust and enticed.'

'Then when lust hath conceived it bringeth forth sin and sin when it is finished bringeth forth death.' James 1:15

Satan would have us despair of being unable to stop sinning.

Satan wants us to look at our lives and our actions and our very thoughts and believe we are hopeless beyond redemption. 

Satan loves to make salvation seem impossible. 

Satan wants us to believe we are saved when we are not, and wants to be believe we aren't saved when we are. He doesn't care which ploy he has to use, he'll use them both if need be. 

Satan longs to torture us and if we belong to God, he will do all he can to make our lives so miserable that we turn from God. We need to recognize the reality of Satan and the fact he committed the very first sin and ever since then he only wants others to follow him down the path to destruction. 

Mark it well- Satan WANTS us to believe we ARE saved when we aren't. 

And Satan WANTS us to believe we AREN'T saved when we are- having doubt lead us to despair and that despair lead us to lack of faith, and without faith it is impossible to please God.  Both tactics are deadly snares set for us. A great man prayed thanking God that he wasn't like the others (sinners) the sinner prayed recognizing his sinful state. The great man who believed he was saved, was not, but he believed he was! This is a parable of Jesus'! (Luke 18:10-14) We must ever recognize our need of our Savior, never counting on ourselves for salvation. 

James 1:12 Blessed is the man that endureth temptation for when he is tried he shall receive the crown of life which the LORD hath promised to them that love Him.

We are tried by being tempted. 

Every man is blessed by enduring temptation. 

Tried by our lusts- enticed by Satan.

Temptation is not sin.

Temptation is a trial by fire for us. 

Temptation is powerful, alluring, and hard to resist. 

Temptation speaks to every wrong impulse within us.

Temptation screams our weakness at us. 

Temptation is not a frivolous, powerless thing and if we think it should be we are susceptible to its becoming even more powerful through its deception.

Temptation cries out to our evil core.

Temptation pulls on the strings of the sin seeker that we inherited from Eve and it is in all of us.

We are born with a selfish nature. A baby simply is not cognizant of the selfishness it has. Being unaware of its selfishness makes the baby guiltless. Guiltless but not free from selfishness. The guilt appears only when a knowing between good and evil is achieved and a choice for the evil is chosen. Even children are susceptible to temptation once they know right from wrong and are tempted towards wrong. 

Choosing self first- temptation always appeals to our self-seeking, self-preservation, self protection, self-pleasing, self in any way possible. 

Temptation, let me remind you is NOT sin.

Temptation is the ENCOURAGEMENT towards sin. 

Temptation is being drawn away of our own lusts.

We will be constantly bombarded by temptation. We are constantly tempted. We each have lusts that are unique to us. We are each enticed by those lusts particular to us. When we are enticed- it is then we must recognize the enticement for what it is, a lure to sin. That enticement is the SAME enticement used upon Adam and Eve. They were enticed. The were tempted. Temptation is powerful make NO mistake, do NOT treat temptation lightly. We are told, "…make not provision for the flesh to fulfil the lusts thereof." Romans 13:14. We are not to encourage our propensities towards sin by purposefully surrounding ourselves with temptations. 

Temptation will cry out to us without any encouragement. Sometimes temptations scream loudest when they are unseen.

To put ourselves out of the reach of being tempted to commit any sin at all is IMPOSSIBLE. We can sin by encouraging the lusts in our minds, in our thoughts, in our hearts. 

THIS IS WHY WE NEEDED A SAVIOR! 

We need the power of GOD- outside of any action we could possibly make to save ourselves. 

If we could save ourselves what need of a Savior would there be?

Even when we are told to work out our own salvation with fear and trembling (Philp 2:12) that working out is a realization of NEEDING TO BE SAVED BY JESUS CHRIST!

Adam and Eve were not presented with lusts pertinent to our generation, the things that exist now that didn't then, those evils spawned by the very first evil. There are a myriad of sins that exist now because of the fall to the first temptation, the first sin, and that does NOT mean that Adam and Eve had it easier than we did. NO, they did NOT have it easier. I say that emphatically because take a moment, just a moment to really think about their temptation. Are we EVER tempted with the chance to be like God?  Eve ate from the tree of good and evil, the knowledge of good and evil. She was tempted with these words- "…the day that ye eat thereof then your eyes shall be opened an ye shall be as gods knowing good and evil." Gen. 3:5

And this was what tempted Eve…

"…a tree to be desired to make one wise." Gen. 3:6

Satan said- they would be as gods and Eve interpreted that to mean she would be wise. Wise like who? gods. This was a temptation to be something OTHER than what she was, as if she didn't have enough knowledge and enough wisdom already. To be a creature of THE CREATOR was suddenly NOT enough. She could be MORE. She could gain an awareness she didn't possess. Eve was looking upon herself! Her eyes were taken off God and pointed to herself. 

What sort of self-awareness do you imagine Eve had prior to being told she wasn't good enough as she was? Genesis 2:31 "And God saw every thing that he had made and behold it was VERY good, and the evening and the morning were the sixth day."  God had created man and woman on that sixth day- they were VERY GOOD. Yet, Satan told Eve she wasn't good enough when he told her she LACKED the knowledge of the gods. He told her she could have this knowledge and he made Eve believe that this was special knowledge and it would be a very good thing to have. Eve would not just be very good, the very good creation God had made her- she would be LIKE- she would be as WISE as a GOD. She would be as wise as the God who created her! 

Eve was not stupid, she could not have been stupid and be considered very good. If she'd been lacking the ability to make an intelligent choice there would be NO GUILT on her part. If she couldn't make an informed decision she was helpless to know what to do. She saw the fruit, she knew this beautiful creature told her that she could eat this fruit and be like a god. She would be a god with the knowledge that a god possesses- not a HUMAN. There it was- RIGHT there, the ability to be MORE than she was. The ability to commit a SELF-SERVING action. She knew…she knew she was taking her eyes and her heart off of her Creator and putting them on herself- she knew.

Tell me, could we ever be tempted in this exact same  way? You might think, sure, people are tempted to do bad things to gain knowledge. That's NOT the EXACT same thing! Can anyone right  now ever be tempted to ingest a piece of fruit in order to know good and evil, and be as wise as a god? No. You say we already know good and evil- and are as gods in this respect so we can't be tempted. We, through the choice of Eve and Adam, inherited a tendency towards self pursuit, self-first. We can't be tempted as the first human was tempted, but we are tempted in everything unleashed by the knowledge she wanted to be wise to. God knows all about evil, and He knows all about Love, all good, on a scale beyond our full ability to comprehend. We know about evil and about love, we know about evil and good. We know, and what a price we pay for this inherited knowledge. 

The tree of knowledge of good and evil was forbidden to us, along with all that was in the Garden of Eden. ALL we can be temped with are the evils that resulted from Eve's single bite into that fruit.  A fruit of knowledge- God's knowledge meant only for God, that's knowledge belonged to the Father God, the Son God, and the Holy Spirit God. That knowledge wasn't meant for us. We, through Eve, took that knowledge we weren't meant to possess. We wanted to be like a god believing we were created to contain the knowledge that belonged to only God. 

That knowledge in us enacted instant corruption of what we were meant to be, it did NOT make us like god. It did not make us wise! It made us creatures of disobedience allowed to endure the full effects of the knowledge we stole.   We did not become gods at all. We had no right to that knowledge we stole, and we have to be willing to let go of that knowledge.  (Please, don't get bogged down in the fact it wasn't *YOU* it was *EVE* who did this to you- what's done is done and every sin you're prone towards simply continues to prove humanity would chose all over again to sin-- but, but, you protest you're only prone to it  because of her first sin! She didn't know the pain, the anguish, the horrors that were to come through her choice- she didn't know what dying meant in reality, but she chose to serve herself over believing in the One who created her! We could argue all day that we are innocent victims, but we are ALL descendants of the first that chose- proving our race as humanity would choose this path UNLESS…. They were SAVED, unless they were given the FULL realization of good and evil, and THEN they were allowed to CHOOSE- just as Eve was allowed to choose, after she succumbed to that first temptation. This is how we are able to choose.

WE choose. We have to be willing to give up SELF. 

What do I mean by that? We have to let go of the self part of us that caused us to want that knowledge to begin with. Our belief MUST be in our Creator, NOT ourselves! We will never be equal to our Creator and this must be comprehended and accepted! God alone has the ability to save us from all evil. 

We must recognize this truth. We are LOVED and SAVED BY THAT LOVE! Or…we choose not to be loved, and we are not saved because we cannot save ourselves now, anymore than Eve could have prevented the results of sin once she made her choice, she couldn't save herself- she had to be saved, and allow herself to be saved.

We recognize that GOD ALONE has the righteousness to save us! If we believe a single act we commit gives us salvation we do not believe in God alone but in ourselves. We can't save ourselves it's by Faith alone. Faith in Christ! Believing in God as the ONLY GOD, choosing God as the ONLY GOD. Choosing to believe GOD over self. We are allowed to make this choice. We are given an opportunity to make this choice. Because and only because the unfathomable LOVE God has towards us wayward as we are had Him provide a way for us, a provision was made before we were even made, just in case we succumbed to evil. That provision being should the new creature- humans- choose SELF over God by being allowed to be tempted, enticed towards self, if this new creature chose the enticement, succumbed to being enticed then they would be given the opportunity to know the depths of God's love for them in His Being willing to DIE for them! 

They would know what death is. They would know what suffering is. They would know what pain is. They would know the horrors of sin. They would KNOW all about what that knowledge of EVIL they ingested was, firsthand! And then they would know that their GOD was willing to endure ALL the results of sin without having ever sinned or be deserving of sin's punishment, they would know the depths of the GOOD of God. Their God would know all the pain and agonies undeservedly suffering and dying JUST for them to redeem them and give them a chance to choose to believe in GOD over self! A chance to choose to believe GOD. 

You say Eve should never have fallen that she had a perfect life-- you are given the same choice she was given and you know the depth's of your God's love for you.  

The choice to sin… NOT the choice to be tempted, we don't choose that unless we deliberately place ourselves in the way of temptations. That choice to sin, to let the temptations we are called to face - just as Eve was called to face- is ours. We are WEAK through our sinful flesh- with almost six thousand years of degradation in this sin-filled world, but our GOD is stronger than any temptation! Our God would have us DAILY seek HIM, DAILY acknowledge our need of HIS LOVE! He could have ended humanity's existence, instead, He made a way for us to be restored to the creatures He designed us to be, such LOVE! Satan would have you think otherwise, he'll do all he can to twist your thinking about God's love just to keep you from ever gaining eternal life in love- something that Satan himself forfeited and wants as many others as possible to forfeit as well. 

Romans 3:23-25

For all have sinned and come short of the glory of God. Being justified freely by his grace through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus. Whom God hath set forth to be a propitiation through faith in his blood to declare his righteousness for the remission of sins that are past through the forbearance of God to declare I say at this time his righteousness that he might be just and the justifier of him which believeth in Jesus.

Faith in Jesus. 

Heb. 11:1 - Faith is the substance of things hoped for the evidence of things unseen.

Heb. 11:6 - But without faith it is impossible to please him for he that cometh to God must believe that he is and that he is rewarder of them that diligently seek him. 

John 5:30 0 I can of mine own self do nothing. As I hear I judge and my judgment is just because I seek not mine own will but the will of the Father.

Seeking God's will NOT SELF WILL.

Jesus did not seek His own will in anything. Jesus showed us by example! The will of the Father in Jesus' life, in our life!

John 6:38 - For I came down from heaven not to do mine own will but the will of him that sent me

Joh 17:20  Neither pray I for these alone, but for them also which shall believe on me through their word; 

Joh 17:21  That they all may be one; as thou, Father, art in me, and I in thee, that they also may be one in us: that the world may believe that thou hast sent me. 

Joh 17:22  And the glory which thou gavest me I have given them; that they may be one, even as we are one: 

Joh 17:23  I in them, and thou in me, that they may be made perfect in one; and that the world may know that thou hast sent me, and hast loved them, as thou hast loved me. 

Joh 17:24  Father, I will that they also, whom thou hast given me, be with me where I am; that they may behold my glory, which thou hast given me: for thou lovedst me before the foundation of the world. 

Joh 17:25  O righteous Father, the world hath not known thee: but I have known thee, and these have known that thou hast sent me. 

Joh 17:26  And I have declared unto them thy name, and will declare it: that the love wherewith thou hast loved me may be in them, and I in them. 

Jesus' love, God's love, the Holy Spirit's love - in us.

All by HIS AMAZING GRACE! Thank you, Lord Jesus! Thank you! Thank you! Come into our hearts, Lord Jesus! God first! Others first! Please, Lord, all through Your redeeming love! Your Sacrifice! All praise, glory and honor unto You, now and forever! Amen! 

I Did It, By the Grace of God, I Did It. Jerry would have been so pleased.

 I had to do it, or did I? I could have asked someone else to do it, I know several people who would have probably been happy to do it for me if I'd asked them, but I didn't. Why didn't I ask them? Because there are a lot of things I could ask other people to do because they are too hard for me to do, but I don't think that would make me feel better at all, not really.  Part of the process of grief is confronting the hard things, the things you know you have to do and don't want to do because it hurts emotionally to have your heart squeezed so tightly you can't breathe. No one likes that heart squeezing experience that causes your whole body to shiver as you try simultaneously not cry even as you are crying. That war against the tears is an awful battle. You might think it's easier just to cry, but when you've cried so much it's just not easier. The struggle to not cry versus the crying outright and trying to figure out which is easier, because neither is better than the other, is just another aspect to my grieving- four months in. 

What was it I had to do? It's Hurricane Ian's fault, but I had to clean Sunjo- the chainsaw. If you've read any of these posts in the past you may remember me mentioning that cleaning Sunjo was Jerry's special job. Today I had to clean Sunjo because the 15ft (or so) Mango tree I grew from a seedling 8 years ago, needed to be sawed into pieces so it could be carried to the curb. 

I picked the filthy Sunjo up and set it down on the little circular table on top of an old flat piece of cardboard, and just looked at it for the longest time. The memories came crashing back full force. YOU sat at this very table, YOU sat in this very chair, YOU had Sunjo right there in front of YOU! The LAST time you worked in the garage! YOU…YOU…YOU… you… tried to show me how to do it, you DID show me how to do it, but every single thing you showed me that day decided to slip into a deep, dark brain crevice marked inaccessible, emotional overload, please avoid this area for the time being.

There was deep agonizing going on as I stared at the chainsaw, the innocent Sunjo, we laughed at for having given it a name. Sure we could have just called it a 'chainsaw', most people just call their chainsaws- chainsaw, as in… "I'm going to get the chainsaw, I have some work to do." Or "Where'd you put the chainsaw it's not where it's supposed to be?" They don't give their chainsaws names. We weren’t very original in our name giving as you know- Sun Joe is a company that sells chainsaws etc.  There probably are others who call their chainsaw Sunjo too, but I don't know, and it's just silly anyway to be even talking about it. I'm deflecting, I know I am, but it's necessary- it splits the moments up into bearable chunks of emotional pain, rather than settling down on the whole glob of emotional goo overload at once. 

Sunjo, truth be told, you weren't our first Sunjo, you should have been called Sunjo 2.0, but it doesn't matter, I need to stop deflecting. I sat there and I can't tell you how long I sat there- the clock in the garage died a couple months back and I keep looking for it in the place it used to hang- the place you liked it to hang, the place I'd go to, or Matt would go to twice a year to change as daylight savings time messed with us, or other times when the battery would die. The clock just died and no battery could revive it, no…. Battery could revive you either and you did have one right there in your chest, a battery to jump start your damaged heart, a battery that was never used for that jump start- your heart gave out too quickly for it to spark you back to life.  Uhoh… deflecting turned very dark, time to change the subject…

I sat there and finally I realized I couldn't do it.  I know I said I did it, and I did do it, but I didn't do it right then. I got up and went in the house and grabbed up the metal file box you kept where all (most) of your manuals for all the many things you bought through the years was, and brought it to the kitchen table. I spent the next hour or so going through ALL the manuals sorting them into categories- Electronics, Kitchen, Health, Garage…  and even after I came across Sunjo's manual, I kept sorting until I was done. There was one more pile though, the garbage one on the floor where I tossed the useless manuals. The useless manuals for the things we no longer had, or the things that would never need a manual (do you need a manual for the bathroom scale you bought five years ago?)   

After I put everything back away in order for the most part I took Sunjo's manual outside to the garage and yes, I sat down in front of Sunjo once more. The deep grief didn't claw at my heart this time, but rather settled inside it like the heaviest of rocks.  I had to do this, but at least now I didn't have to try to access the inaccessible brain file which seemed to have put up a few more padlocks in the last hour.  I didn't WANT to remember your instructions, I know I didn't and I know why… because they came with the memory of the sound of your voice, with the look on your face, with the dirt on your hands, with the tools I'd handed you, with the overwhelmingly 3D, 4D, 5D, holographic, sight, sound, smell, touch memory of YOU! OH THE PAIN!!!

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I had to do it, I did it. I cleaned Sunjo and for now… for right now that's enough, even though there are so many more details I could share. Enough is enough for one day, I'm tired…bone tired…heart tired.

My yard is minus one mango tree while the other tiny mango tree Jerry's bought- an Orange Sherbert Mango Tree- is still struggling to stay alive, propped up quite inexpertly by Matt and I.

The wonder of God, the wonder of our loving LORD, God of all creation, can be seen perfectly as all the plant life that can is fighting back with new shoots, new roots, new life after being whipped in winds that stripped them bare, weathering a category 4 hurricane or was it 5 I don't know. Much like my heart- stripped bare, but there are new shoots, new roots, new life because my Lord and Savior is the keeper of my heart, the healer of my heart now and forever!

Psa_27:14  Wait on the LORD: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the LORD.

Psa_28:7  The LORD is my strength and my shield; my heart trusted in him, and I am helped: therefore my heart greatly rejoiceth; and with my song will I praise him.

Psa_31:24  Be of good courage, and he shall strengthen your heart, all ye that hope in the LORD.

Jesus Prayed- Keep Them From the Evil.

 "I pray not that thou shouldest take them out of the world but that thou shouldest keep them from evil."  John 17:15

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Jesus prayed. God on Earth prayed. Emmanuel God with us. Before Jesus took on flesh- He was only ever- prayed to. He was God chosen to be our Savior. He had an existence before His incarnation, before He took on flesh and He was prayed TO, not one that prayed. We need to think about this a moment-  when Jesus took on flesh He took on the NECESSITY of having to pray to God the Father. He had been God with God, the counsel was between them both (Biblical references look them up- Jn1:1, Zech.6:13. He was the God who created the world -Col.1:16. He was prayed to. He was the God who was with the children of Israel as they wandered the desert for 40 years-1 Cor.10:2-5. Jesus was this God who was in heaven before He emptied Himself of His omnipresence(ability to be everywhere) and omnipotence(His unlimited power to do anything) and took on the flesh tainted by thousands of years of sin. As soon as He took on that flesh and became human He had to rely upon God the Father for everything! Hence… Jesus PRAYED TO the Father God after having been a God that was prayed to. The amazing, unfathomable love that our Creator had and has for us made Him choose to lower Himself to our level to prove that sin was possible to overcome through God our heavenly Father. Ro. 8:3. Such wonder is truly impossible for us to fully comprehend, we can only catch glimpses of the depths of God's love for us! 

Jesus prayed to the Father for US, that we weren't to be taken out of the world- no- we were to be left in an evil filled world. Would you agree the world is filled with many evils? Today people don't quite see the sinfulness of sin as they once did. Then again, in some respects they see the overwhelming lack of love in the world and some have their eyes opened- but Satan loves to steal them away too. In fact, Satan will allow a person to see the complete lack of love of one type of person towards another and cause that other person to in turn burn with hatred towards the one without love- leaving two without love while each believes they alone have love.

This world as it inevitably grows ever closer to it end is earmarked by it's lack of love- 'Because sin abounds the love of many shall wax cold' Matt. 24:12.  Love isn't what love is supposed to be any longer it has become a cold, cruel thing- loving only where we believe love is deserved and despising where we think it is not. We have come to hate not the sin but the sinner when we should hate the sin and love the sinner- showing deep compassion, showing deep sadness when there is a blatant refusal of the love of God. 

Yes, we are to be kept from EVIL, and there is so very much evil. Jesus prayed for us to be kept from the evil in the world we must live in, He did want us to be consumed by the evil, deceived by the evil.

Does this mean I believe there is no love on earth just because I recognize the evil, and the growing trend towards LOVE waxing cold? No, I do believe there is love on earth. I see an overwhelming wealth of love being displayed on a daily basis during the crisis my little world is in right now recovering from a catastrophic hurricane. The love shown towards one another is amazing! The world is in crisis and the love explodes along with the evil schemers, the selfish do-gooders. What?! Did I just say selfish do-gooders? Yes, sadly I did. God's word tells us this- 'And make no marvel, for Satan himself is transformed into an angel of light. Therefore it is no great thing if his ministers also be transformed as the ministers of righteousness..' 2 Cor11:14,15. Satan's ministers transformed into ministers of righteousness…deception. God alone knows our hearts, and He alone know our love for Him and for each other. We aren't to pluck the weeds out that grow close to the thriving plants, that's not our job to do. We are to love… truly love with the love of God, and as the true love of earth waxes colder and colder, when deception has us seeing love where there may be no love at all, may we be kept from ALL evil whether it's the horror of evil everyone recognizes or the hidden evil few can detect. 

Let us pray Jesus' prayer to the Father, pray that we are kept from evil, pray that we are kept in God's love. Pray that we are cleansed of all unrighteousness, and no hidden evil lies within us. Our hearts are wicked, Jer_17:9  The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it? Jer 17:10  I the LORD search the heart, I try the reins, even to give every man according to his ways, and according to the fruit of his doings.  

Psa 139:23  Search me, O God, and know my heart: try me, and know my thoughts: Psa 139:24  And see if there be any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting. 

Our merciful, loving God has made a way for us to escape the evil world we live in, that escape is found through the salvation offered by Jesus Christ our Lord, He died so we may live forever with Him. Right now we live in this world drenched in evil, and in evil disguised as good in so very many, many ways so that we can scarcely tell evil from good, or good from evil because Satan has weaved his web of deception so thoroughly. We read this…  Mat 24:24  For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall shew great signs and wonders; insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect. 

Deception will be so great that it will ALMOST be possible to deceive the very elect!  Almost. This coupled with knowing their will be few compared to the many who are Gods has to have us earnestly praying to belong to Him, to be kept from the evil. May God bless us and KEEP us right now and always! All through Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior, we believe, Lord help thou our unbelief! Amen!!!!!!!