Do we want
God to search our hearts?
Do we want
God to try us?
Do we want
God to know our thoughts?
These are
questions we need to ask ourselves. If you readily answered yes to all three
questions that's amazing. If you hesitated on any of them perhaps it was
because you know the wickedness of your own heart, of your own spiritual
weakness, of your own thoughts. When we recognize the wickedness in ourselves
the tendency we have is to want to deny its existence. When we deny something
we are often pretending it doesn't exist, right? Not always, but have you ever
had anyone point out something about your personality that you didn't like and
simply refused to acknowledge? Close examination may reveal the truth of their
statement about us. There is the chance the person is wrong too, not everyone
is right. Have you ever heard the statement- you protest too much? Meaning the
more a person protests the more something might me true that they are
denying. Recognizing our wickedness is
necessary, it's truthful.
Is your
heart pure? Most likely not. Do you want it to be pure? Prayerfully, yes.
Do you
like when you recognize God trying you and your faith? The trying often
involves trials and tribulations, things we don't like to experience. The
answer to that question is probably, no because who likes to experience trials
and tribulations? But at the same time you may want to be tried by God because
you do in fact want to be God's.
Contemplate
your thoughts, are they worthy of God? Too often our thoughts are not on things
of God. Too often we know selfishness fills our minds and out of that
selfishness we don't think pleasant things. Silent anger, resentment, possibly
fear, self-pity all these can go on in our minds.
We
recognize our wickedness in the light of God's purity and we need this.
Psa
139:23 Search me, O God, and know my heart: try me, and know my
thoughts:
Psa
139:24 And see if there be any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way
everlasting.
We need
God to search the depths of our hearts so that not a single part of our heart
goes unsearched. We need Him to search our hearts no matter how evil we believe
they are, in fact we need His searching all the more if we are convinced of the
evil wickedness of our hearts. God's searching isn't a mindless search, we want
His searching our hearts for a reason. We want God to try us and know our
thoughts because NOT to have God trying us would mean we are not being
perfected by Him. To not want God in our lives knowing our every thought has to
say something about us, and probably something we wouldn't like to realize.
SEARCH ME
O GOD, KNOW MY HEART!
TRY ME O
GOD, KNOW MY THOUGHTS!
SEE IF
THERE IS ANY WICKEDNESS IN ME!
LEAD ME IN
THE WAY EVERLASTING!
This is my
plea, my prayer, my hope, my desire! Lead in the way…everlasting!
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